damn! i have not been updating sadness or what sharks! hahahaha germs have been spread well i know :P

people have been asking me to update, some say update ur blog getting dusty , some say delete aje blog kalau da malas , some avid-reader say miss me, hahahaha! idk i have avid-reader : D

hi ! again? hahahaha, bleaahhh... okay confirm you all was asking what i post that baby photos at my previous post, hahahaha firstly they are cute, secondly my abang ipar nya adik just give birth to Nelly Ferlysha. Cute kan nama dia, sayang i haven't get her photo, she soo cute. 3rdly, duh i'm NOT pregnant get this straight la deh!

baby are born to be cute, precisely la kan!

i have been attend alot of things, My nephew, Sholihien is now a big boy Last saturday we had a circumssion kenduri for him, met all my relative bring baby along. HAHAHA! thanks auntie call me they next Miss Universe WTH! baby paiseh XP! meeting up my babygirls and yes mostly spent time with babylove. 

Okay , people been asking how's my job? what should i say ? one WORD - HAISH! -_______- 

i have been crying , they bully me and make fun of me. WHY ? they didn't talk to me and i'm so _______ !

Is all high-end like this and now when i got it people like haish .. I HATE MY JOB, they don't give me chance to let me know them and i don't know why. so let it be, I work for pay not for people right but at the same times if your environment bad will you like to continue ? But who gonna support my parents ? -__-

In this early age i need to support my parents. 

Guys tell me , how long my new colleagues gonna treat me like this way.. ! i love my old environment but old environment manager is sucky so much so does the management :'(( OH GOSH!

and now my knee dislocate will they gonna trust me and act like i play punk. Everything happened in that one day, now i can't afford for anything. My self esteem is low my confidence is not with me and my soul aren't with me.

I wanna be the old me. The gila-gila in me. The people whom know me the noisy girl where a 500m away can hear my voice from far . The girl whom cheer people up, the girl who always have kanching in her hands. The girl whom will never feel lonely , the girl who will like to disturb people , the girl whom may lame jokes and people will just entertain on to it. the girl people always call me siao cha-bo! hahahaha :').

Everybody miss me. And so do i miss everybody. :"(

Baby has spent time me this 2 weeks, but the last few days baby really dissapoint me alot. I don't wish to elaborate . and I hate it please :'( this week have been a bad week for me and i hate it !

i love my girl so much ! and i hate this day and tomorrow. Only people know! : (

k i log-out first i need to rest , Bye yall i will update again or sooner aite miss me taw! :p

Asalamualaikum