Labels: my love for you till eternity

Okay , i not going to post any picture of mine or whoever. I just want to let out some feeling here. So if there any harsh word i using bare with it. HAHAHA. K joking la dey! :P , sometimes i felt lonely sometimes i felt blissfully having girlfriend surround me was the best feeling. :D So what about boyfriend ? Allahmdulilah boyfriend have been a good , caring , loving boyfriend . Yes , i love him so much . Only gods knows. ^^ but what about my past ? Eeerrr, this few days yes my past contact me but i told him i already pass away (TOUCH WOOD,CHOI ...) why i said that ? I'm not been cruel la dey, i talking the fact here, you ditch me than you contact me , because that "bohsia" ditch you, how does it feel baby?? how is it the feeling ? HAHAHA well karma goes around and around, so don't come to me ask for forgiveness i not going to entertain yoou "jerk".

Oh as you can see i did post "he called me ask me a favor , he want to meet her...." jangan salah anggap of course not my babyboy la .. he was someone a friend of mine, oh please declare name ? he can jolly well RIP..kalau da tak taw nak selesai kan masalah sendiri jangan nak minta bantuan orang tapi tk dihargai, pengkhianat betol . Oh cerita nie da lama, tapi hati ini rasa hampa sangat, sangat . eh mat , senang kata kau RIP pun cantik mat ! kau bikin aku gan gf aku susah **** . eh skip okay this topic darah gerap ar~!

Boyfriend call me but i reject, why dear why you dat to him ? hais entah la i not too sure of myself. I sad but yet happy. Why ? Listen i just need my boyfriend to be with me here too even for weekdays, but than 2 days we didn't talk and actually before this we had a big fight till i changed my status wanted to block him off, change number, but than i love him alot yet it disappoint me when he use some words that really tear my heart, make my heart ache so much, very much : '( . Yes i cried . like hell mcm nangis orang yang da nak mati . Talk about died, idk why.. i felt like seeing 2 actor of mine pass away that is Late Achik and Late Din Beramboi , i love lovee them both :' D but the saddest thing now they are gone, and i'm not too sure when will be mine. -_-, come on la .. why the shartt i have been talking kedodong betol!! back about my relationship with Nuhshafiq, yes i treasure him and loving him so much . Idk how far we can go. Oh baby i love you with all my whole-heart : D Last Love Forever ... B , nak club this Friday ? Kaki i da mula nie, hahaha :p

Guys tell me, why you trying to be somebody when you are no body stop your attitude la wanita. Makin hari makin aku nak jotos je kepala kamu !i hate you perempuan! Sape yang terasa cili , dia la terasa pedas ye.I gonna end it here, besok we'll see if i can wake up i follow mama see my sister in rehab . IMY kakak and ILY : D. K time checked 345am.

Or not meeting my girlfriend besok ! : D . MEL , FAZ , ZANA AND TWO OTHER GIRLS. ;-D

• - Handphone E72 or blackberry smartphone *Iphone not good battery cepat habis and its' common der! *
• getting my hair done again . yesy : ) can't wait !
• shop new clothes, new shoes new bag ,new make up !!  OHMYGOD.. please 7th may come fast !
• mothers'day present , what should i buy for my mom ?? she love bonia , mommy i buy for you watch can, than next year if i get this job i'll buy for you fendi bag or tiffany and co jewels ??
• oh yes, family gathering superb ! treat my mom outside and my dad just the 3 of us ? since my first sister busy with families , 2nd sister in rehab .
•  oh sister coming out ? i need to buy new bed sheet new curtain new pillows ,senang kata renovate bilik, hahaha : P
• lastly clubbing, drinking and drunk with babyboy and superb girlfriends ! yahooooo! girlfriend make urself free okay, and babyboy make urself free tooo. : D

XOXO THEM MUCH? ? FLYAWAYS; =)