Good Morning ! time checked 2: 28am and yes i know i should be sleep i know i know! But than seperti ada yang menganggu fikiran saya -_-

So let'me just shared some of my problem to you blogging! :))

1st. I have been pretty much happy all this while yes being with my family , my job now, my friends , my dailygirls , my sunshine , sweethearts and not to forget my one and only boyfriend-Nuhshafiq .

Yes baby , i know i've change my attitude has been so suck up, idk why maybe it's my hormone well maybe my meneses coming soon, forgive me. Every night we quarell , every single night we on the phone mesti ada je yang tak kena baby, kenapa ? Am i a very bad babygirl too you baby ? 0.0 if i do forgive me.

Baby since you are there, yyyou keep accusing me did i contact with any other guys ? No i didn't !!

I didn't hanky-panky with anyone , malah feralyna tak pernah selingkuh sama cowok lain..Aduh! I know you love me alot sayang! i know you really love me alot but why baby be in my position sayang ; every single day you keep saying i got contact with any guys outside there, yes if i do, please be more rational will you ? please, i dun want to have any conflict with you.

Why, why you keep accusing me after when i went to da club with my girlfriends ; if you don't believe them, be my guest ask them either i have contact with any other guys ! I just so disappoiinted with you, very !

you didn't have any trust on me. Everything happened in da club , end in the club. and please be more rational okay! stop acuusing me and keep talking about the same thing every night we otp,

I'm very tired baby , seriously shit i'm tired with all dis minor minor problems!

~ you know that i've been waiting for this tuesday night eleven plus , to see you arrived at the airport , see your smile hug you tightly and missing the kisses every weekend night that i've got it ! and at the same times meet your both parents , i'm looking forward for that baby , but than after all the quarell we had my eager to see you was so restless and i ever said that please make the time slow :((

 but than i take back all my words and hope he doing fine there and everything okay 

 knowing that your friend get shoot ;  

 how safety are you ; 

Can you get to adapt with the life there?

 i was thinking ;

 wat about you , don't you miss me ?

My prepaid was low and unable to conatct you for 3 days straight not even an sms i've got from your friend number ;

and now it's gonna end soon two more days i get to see my babyboy right infront of my eyes love!

and that de day went strike midnight it's our 9 monthsary baby yes baby . (^_^) i hope baby you do remember it, i wanna hear from my very one pair of ears , do you still remember this day ? 

i think i gonna end it here , time 3am sharrp, bagoss iya haha! k morning everyone ,

woah one last thing i guess i forget to wwish happy birthday to my lovely Ct Amanlina!

Love you sweethearts, xoxo!

Jaga diri semua ^^-Asalam'mualaikum