I have already done my onsugar,

so sometimes i will update here or there!

ao all take care aiteaite! OXOX!

Good Morning ! time checked 2: 28am and yes i know i should be sleep i know i know! But than seperti ada yang menganggu fikiran saya -_-

So let'me just shared some of my problem to you blogging! :))

1st. I have been pretty much happy all this while yes being with my family , my job now, my friends , my dailygirls , my sunshine , sweethearts and not to forget my one and only boyfriend-Nuhshafiq .

Yes baby , i know i've change my attitude has been so suck up, idk why maybe it's my hormone well maybe my meneses coming soon, forgive me. Every night we quarell , every single night we on the phone mesti ada je yang tak kena baby, kenapa ? Am i a very bad babygirl too you baby ? 0.0 if i do forgive me.

Baby since you are there, yyyou keep accusing me did i contact with any other guys ? No i didn't !!

I didn't hanky-panky with anyone , malah feralyna tak pernah selingkuh sama cowok lain..Aduh! I know you love me alot sayang! i know you really love me alot but why baby be in my position sayang ; every single day you keep saying i got contact with any guys outside there, yes if i do, please be more rational will you ? please, i dun want to have any conflict with you.

Why, why you keep accusing me after when i went to da club with my girlfriends ; if you don't believe them, be my guest ask them either i have contact with any other guys ! I just so disappoiinted with you, very !

you didn't have any trust on me. Everything happened in da club , end in the club. and please be more rational okay! stop acuusing me and keep talking about the same thing every night we otp,

I'm very tired baby , seriously shit i'm tired with all dis minor minor problems!

~ you know that i've been waiting for this tuesday night eleven plus , to see you arrived at the airport , see your smile hug you tightly and missing the kisses every weekend night that i've got it ! and at the same times meet your both parents , i'm looking forward for that baby , but than after all the quarell we had my eager to see you was so restless and i ever said that please make the time slow :((

 but than i take back all my words and hope he doing fine there and everything okay 

 knowing that your friend get shoot ;  

 how safety are you ; 

Can you get to adapt with the life there?

 i was thinking ;

 wat about you , don't you miss me ?

My prepaid was low and unable to conatct you for 3 days straight not even an sms i've got from your friend number ;

and now it's gonna end soon two more days i get to see my babyboy right infront of my eyes love!

and that de day went strike midnight it's our 9 monthsary baby yes baby . (^_^) i hope baby you do remember it, i wanna hear from my very one pair of ears , do you still remember this day ? 

i think i gonna end it here , time 3am sharrp, bagoss iya haha! k morning everyone ,

woah one last thing i guess i forget to wwish happy birthday to my lovely Ct Amanlina!

Love you sweethearts, xoxo!

Jaga diri semua ^^-Asalam'mualaikum

now guess what i watching Jelita Episode 53 part 4, OHMY. i soooo in love with Dirly iatu BAYU!

Bayu Bayu, kamu hot sayang aku suka aku suka @ i like ! :)

oh cerita nya banyak dendam and alot of dendam aiseh ma, ya udah sinetron seperti gitu dong !

oh ya gambar pat atas semua ataas dasar feeling ya..hahaha dekat keja amabik pic  (^_^)

Today i rot at home all the way, as kakak suruh jaga aniqah dan allyssa while my dad , abang didi dan  kaka nur go out to Hello Shop ! nak sign up something agaknya gitu , malas betul nak ikut deh! penat!

O.O de whether today the very sooo i like bebeh!

besok kerja taw haha kat marina square taw kerja dengan Ros taw, apalagi ehk

woah ... o.0 i just dun know what happened between me and boyfriend asyik gadoh je,

i know i'm rude , but so irratating .. idk should i pick-up him at the airport on Tuesday -_-

Jaga diri ya semua ^^ -Asalam'mualaikum

yay asalam'mualaikum semua :) yes for monday and tuesday i was at home rotting all day longs :((

haish, my leg swollen again , i can't walk , so let me just make a time checked first 2:50am .

haish i can't sleep guys , idk why beb. Yes i miss boyfriend,kakak,iqram dan juga girlfriend aku.

HAHAHA! girlfriend ehk , ar ar lah bih apa deh ! gue sayang banget deh sama mereka! SUNGGUH!

last saturday yes i went clubbbing with my 2 bbyG !

yesterday i really had a great times with my fellows girlfriends and some my gfs friends, yes i really do had a great times with them but than ??

*whats bothering me*

I kept fighting with boyfriend days and nights,i'm so tired ! really not tired having you be with me, but i so tired with minor arguments :((

I dun know who i'm suppose share with.

yes as you can see i do have a lot of girl friends , but i not close to anyone . Kawan kawan gitu aje .

My bbyG ?? haish idk, everybody they have their own problem to solve why must add mine to theirs right ?

bab kata orang " teman ketawa memang ramai , teman bersedih dimana mereka ?? "

.... living in this kind of life is not easy as what you tot , i not a young teenager anymore i'm in my twenties now . another months i'm 21 .i have alot of responsible to do . Since i was 13 i look for my own money to survive as my family financiial problem is so tedious, i have to do two things to gain up my future.

I work as waitress in Eagle Club and yes i earn alot 2 weeks you can earn 500bucks, is like ??

but it's haram tell me 13 years old girl working under goverment(betol tk spelling) ? but just to let all this people know i not leaving a life that full with happiness . with all this i have to live alie with my own nenek .

I'm sorry i have too its not that i want , but too help my own studies buy my own thing and add when i was secondary ART is my subject and it cost alot of money .

People been wonderiing where my real dad ? My dad has passed away 10 years included this year.

Yes i growing up with a family with a bad background, but i didn't even once blame on them !

i love them very very very much ! Mommy brought me into this world with lots of love, oh mama beranak kan saya operate taw bukan senang beb! HAHAHA . =)

Sometimes when i realised , wheere my friend all go when i really need a shoulder to cry on ?

will i call them will i be distubing dem , will they say eh problem kau apa ada kena mengena dengan aku ?

or or they say , "entah la, terpulang apa yang kau rasa kau patut kau buat "

idk, for the past 9 years my bbyG does they know me very well ? Does they appreciate the friendship that i really appreciate and thank to god we are all back together, but we haven't met as 6 !

haish i guess my red month sudah datang tu pasal asyik mddy , eh apa nie benci ar red month !

stop red month boleh tak sioooo ...benci taw ! HAISH -_-

YES I MISS MY BOYFRIENDD SO MUCH , COME BACK QUICK BABY!

Jaga diri semua -Asslam'mualaikum

 Hey everyone ! Peace be upon you and asalam'mualaikum :))

well i've know i make my blog dead for awhile, as i was busy with working , friendly and friends !

As you all know boyfriend went to Tailand , outfield there for 3 weeks beb ! :(( sodeh siooo 0_-

I wasn't in good mood since last 9th March why, cause of that some lady, nevermind just sscroll down and you see all my post i have already update on all !

I yet to update on today meetup with bbyG! Adyra waiting for the pic to load up :))

quick ehk ! ^^

Okay everyone scroll down on all my post !

Love you!

Jaga diri ya :))-Asalam'mualaikum

9th March - Asalam'mualaikum , YAY ! on this day and date i 'm out with my sweetest drugs !

Assalam'mualaikum :))

3rd March

My most tiring day , wanna know why .

I was out from my home at 10am sharp in da morning and reach home around 11pm at night, SEE!

tiring right ? hahaha, but it was a bitter sweet mermories to remember .

Morning i went to visit kakak ku yang tersayang at CWP. yay, finally beb :)) get to see her for long !

Trained to Kembangan.

Cabbed to CWP.

Yes it was far, imagine gombak to there~ walao!

anything for my beloved sister.

what happened to my sister ?? please la ehk only the closer knows, please la don't ask what happened,irratating tawu tak! :S

Arrived at CWP, put our bag and it's late already, Gosh! Bodoh peh tu orang , nak schedule next week sopak kang ! bahalol! and we quickly quickly go in and my sister was crying -_-

aww, kak don't cry see i manageed get to see you. Suddenly tears fall from my eyes -_=

yes i do really miss her, sleeping with her, having her beside me , quarell with me.

After done see my sister in CWP we went to Simei, Eastpoint.
 EEik benci i budakbudak secondary staring at me like never see me before, walao! cucuk mata kang!
stare smile never mind la, nie stare mcm nak makan.

Aiyoyo tammbhi minahci! kedong-dong tol! aww, see i miss my sister already beb ! :"((