Nothing much to update today, : X I really hope my grandma will get well soon :( Oh , she sick semput lagi !

tu la nek kan cucu da kata takmo jaga budak kecik lagi, ti Uncle J , my uncle J will dislike if my ah-ma still taking care of smallkids ~ i seriously miss my cousin so much .Oh , Kak amalin cukor rambot is cancelled on 16 due of nenek condition and will be on 23rd ? Freak la kan , i 've already requested haish !

after work maybe ~

oh guys , i just can't sleep , i really can't sleep too many thing have been around on my mind now , can i let it out here or shouldn't i ?

i really miss my babyiqram alot, pray hard nothing happened to him, following sister to court this 21 Jan,yay wanna know why , i guess no need to tell in detail let it  be confidential for the rest but i need a lil'favour from you guys pray that my sis win this case, please will ya?

2ndly, yes yes my this year resoulution to planned what i wanna it to be, we may planned it but HE the one who will fix it. I wanna gain weight : ) i wanna try to quit my bad habits ; quit my nicotine puff, quit alcaholic drink, quit go home late at night , settle down wit what i have now . and baby wanting me to be closer to her mom again gosh oh should i say family !how should i and what should i do ?, ily b i will try okay ;)

can't wait for friday as my baby is here with me , i gonna cook for him , maybe grrr yes no? ~ we''ll see!

Asalamuailakum

With Love, Feralyna Natasha