Tuesday, December 8, 2009.
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Gosh i can't sleep I'm missing my lovable Shafiq so damn much .
I'm really greatness to have him seriously totally grateful..i don't know why,
he keep saying i don't appreciate him but why must you say i don't even appreciate you , why baby ? Disappointing for me to hear this from you , i was so happy to be with you dear, Please don't leave me . Don't leave me baby .We will guide each other for our both weakness .
I know ,
i hurt you but by hurting you i'm hurting myself .
Please don't just blame me . You too at a fault,you too overprotective and
I'm thankful having a boyfriend who keep giving me love, care and concern
but baby . Why baby ? Msn not allowed when we are in relationship but why ?Isit wrong ?
Hais sometimes i feel you keep blaming me and i felt like a very bad girlfriend.
I don't want mistake to repeat again , No i don't .
Sick and Tired of our 'guruan berkasih'
but sometimes it do bore me when u control me,
but i know i need to change for the better, So do you .. okay ! : )
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I'm really scared when the part you are leaving me .
Please don't ever leave me Shafiq .Please !
As i don't want you but i need you for me to breathe..
You are my light every darkness I've gone through.
I really cant bear to lose you hubby .
Cant . -____- Cause, You are mine .
Good Night-Peace Be Upon You. -_v !
With Love, Feralyna Natasha