Saw that face yes from yesterday i keep on crying, log in tru MSN tot he was online , neither he online but i was been  pinded by alot of msn with other saying , be strong , are you okay ? , cheer up sweet , tak best la gini kalau chatting was from Muuhammad . But all i don't entertain yes i was totally no mood .

A guy friend text me , a sweet good morning messge , and He text me just say hope you doing fine ?

Macam nak campak batu kat muka dia, baru dia rasa sakit hati aku mcm mana ..

Ambik kau pe leave masok dalam camp balik buat apa kau bik leave pastu kau dudok rumah ,  kau nak aku cari jantan lain ehk sorry la tk semudah tu, banyak benda aku nak accomplish dari cari jantan lain , kau nak aku pergi dengan kekasih lama aku pun boleh la ! Why sanggop you lafazkan ehk you not perfect for me asking me too look for other guys , why ar ?  you know how much i stress up since yesterday , mata ku bengkak mcm mana., Stuppid right me ! arrggggggg ~

Asalamualaikum

With Love, Feralyna Natasha

"My Love Journey For You ,

Start At Forever and End At Never "

This quotations was once used by someone, is the still exist to you  ? I was bore and went to read everything up ,  when i didn't know you sucha a sweet fella to me . Once i ever hurt you , deep inside this quotation still exist with me whenever i go , all i was thought that we can still share happiness and sadness and walking on the path that we held our hand together , and was laughing loudly as the world belong to us only . You was once hurt me but than  i the one who  ruin everything , why ? Its hard for me to let go this feeling when its has already been past for long .. Maybe you special to me that i can't get over you -

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You light my whole life with the shine of the laughter you create, you make me go gagaga with your eye and lashes you make me want to have you every single time , but not all time i can have you . Your touch that make me feel warm is gonna dissappeared soon and the last thing was said by you , " Pergi cari jantan lain"

How ache my heart was when you say that , I didn't call back as i was hush hush , i'm not ego , My friends told me just chill for awhile and now not a single text i got from you , Now i wanna tell you I've already reach home safely , my friend comfort me with their laugh and laughter . Thanks faz , Linda and  Yunis to accompany me. If this gonna be the real goodbye , i just follow what "Allah" have alraedy give me )=

Harus tabah menghadapi cobaan dan ape jua rintagan .

Asalamualaikum .

With Love, Feralyna Natasha

12/dec/09 - i love that saturday , hahak ! damn damn i how i wish it can repeat again was working with kehui ! as usual go people shop and disturb people hahahak, faz, yusni and has ! oh ya, terserempak kekasih lama, *_____ all i just wish to ____ * hahahak ! was like so dagdutdagdut ! : D , oh saya tk ppergi zouk out , wakakaka wasted , linda told me it was boring , nasib i never go but instead go ot a date with my hubbybaby ! went to eat popeyes finally MASH ! yes i got it ! mamamia! hahaha than we proceed to drink

Bf say i drunk like one mad cow , im sorry i can;t remember and i was stresss, im sorry to him and Him !

sorry no pictures ! as battery sudah mampoS!

13/dec/09- was sleeping all the way straight in afterrnoon ! as i was damn hangover ... than i wanna eat KFC , the new chicken , chicken again but wat to do ! i like, sukaa ar ! hahahaha ,

is just so little time we had out time together , i cant wait for the christmas party with w's I CANT WAIT !

i wanna spend more time with my twinny, babes and beautiful friends...

With Love, Feralyna Natasha

ok before i sleep, actuallie my bed and eyes calling me sleep la , aiiiioooooo tk penat kah !

i have something to update .

I just cant wait for the christmas ballotting and gathering ^^ lompat yoi! yipyop! (18th December Ballotting) Gathering (Date to be Confirmed) yay, akak-akak sayang semua nanti ade tawu !

: ) gendanggendut, mood happy sudah datang !

Chalet - Class Bonding (18 to 20 December) but can only attend 19 taw!

 Aini i coming to kecoh the chalet up and down! WEEEEEE, cikgu confirm akan terperanjat nampak saya! Huakkkkkkkk<---- k da lama tak say this word, missmiss !

Twinny Ira, i miss you like coffee need the sugar badly ! tweeeet kan! awu ! : P Jumpa cepat ar!

 20th December ? -nak kena tengok kering ke masih ada lag DU- :P

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and and today night that will be Saturday and Sunday; Mentelboy, my time is all yours !

 I misss you babyboy!

nak popeyes baby, kangen dengan ayam dan Mash Potato !

k everyone, Selamat Malam jaga diri baik-baik, jangan nottynotty ek *suara Nity.Baizura*

Asalamuailaikum !

With Love, Feralyna Natasha

I can see the pain living in your eyes

And i know how hard you try

You deserve to have so much more

I can feel your hurt and I sympathize

And I'll never critisize

All you ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want hold you back from where you might belong

You would never ask me why,

my heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself,

than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say - but goodbye

You deserve a chance of the kind of love,

I'm not sure I'm worthy of

Losing you is painful for me

I don't want let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want hold you back from where you might belong

You would never ask me why,

my heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself,

than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say - but goodbye

You would never ask me why,

my heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself,

than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to try,

and though it's gonna hurt us both,

there's no other way than to say goodbye

Goodbye

Asalamuailaikum -_-

phewwwww! just came back from Westmall with my 3 sweet guys ! fuhhhhhh! layan kerena diaorg tk terlayan betol,...........!

Went to west mall treat my 2 small guy and 1 big guy !

Huak ! MentelBoy, Iqram and Abang (nephew)  : D

Penat layan diaorg sungguh okay !

First thought wanna send Abang to my sis crib but than he say " Mak Su tknak balik boring ar balik tkda kawan " padehal ada lagi 3 sibling bukan nak berkawan but all girl la , pahampaham la ! Boy and girl play kawin-kawin can, play other thing cannot ! ^^

So never send him home instead we went to Westmall had our Brunchdin! -Breakfast,Lunch and Dinner-

was sleep the whole day , raining what ! : )

So i change to another clothes since just going westmall :) yeah ! With Mentelboy suara yang teramat dan hingga kini suara Mentelboy mencair kan hati saya! dan also dia punya joke la make me happy with him , Not others boys ... ooops Man ! :)

soooo sempat camwhoring ! : D

Than we went to eat Burger King , but actuallie i want to eat KFC nak makan di new chicken!

Bby i nak makan tu, tapi kan before that i nak makan popeyes , mamssss i strongly agree i growing fat !

yeahhhh! i'm so happy taw i gaining weight! : D

Than we went tooo play arcade , alah tk main banyak takda duit lagi . So just play a lil bit games only.

Than after that we proceed Mrt home, da macam mak orang saya nari , :D

Ok all Sunday is just in a few minutes times, Happy Sundae! : )

Asalamuailaikum ! ^^

With Love, Feralyna Natasha