Thursday, November 26, 2009.
Will this be last bid goodbye to you ? You keep threaten me , you gonna do stupid things end up you are the one who risk your own future not me .
Tell me would i want to live with someone that have no sense of responsibility as a man , and just wanna get fast earn income , no i don't and why must you keep threatening me ?
why ?
i don't see , my love in your eyes . I admit you have alot of bestfriends most are opposite gender than u , for what you still keep them ? huh ? for what , to be there when you need advice or they need advice ?
than me what for i'm in your life , explain ?
do u know i have been crying since just now afternoon at 2 , do you ever know ?
and you was outside with your friends happily enjoyyy and did not even tell me you was outside with your friends , and i got your last text you was at tiong bahru and you say it was not meant for me ?
did you tell me that you already book-out ? NO !
did you tell me that you meeting your friends ? NO !
did you tell me that you unable to get thru me and waiting for my call or message atleast i know ? NO !
Did you know this was not your first time doing ? Eh seriously i sure you not a kid , is just normal basic relationship thing atleast i know where you are, somemore meeting you friends , ar kawan yang tk boleh harap !
You didn't ! all you say it was my fault !
ewahh , you happily with your friends and i de one who get scolding .
All i do for you was just a waste, your tears and words were all just fake . Especially tears and you know you full of drama-KING !
and today is eve of hari raya aidiladha , and you creating trouble with me , saya malas nak gadoh dengan awak reti ke tk reti ?
your corruptable friends is with you , for what you look for me ? is better i end it here , i had enough you say i easily give-up , so how about our last fight who at fault ? everything you put blame on me . you wanted me to say sorry where i didn't do anything wrong at all . You say i was ego , not me but you !
Don't look for me for he time-being let me have my peace . You have your family now and be happy .
i with my family you think i'm happy ? Do you know why i crying since 2pm and do you even wanna know ?
Goodbye.
Asailaimuailaikum.
With Love, Feralyna Natasha