Tuesday ; My dad condition has stable, but he has just done operation, doctor call and say that the condition not stable, i didn't attend meeting and go to work, And everything happened my prepaid is low!

Afternoon i called ros and she say Kok Seong is resigning and i wonder why that GM need to resigning .

Feel so bad to Ros and Collegue.

Lets pray hard that my step-dad get well soon and start work again ; atleast i have lean burden on my shoulder , i wish i can coutinue my studies again , Insyallah .Amin

Wednesday ; Rot all day at home change my blog skin color , and yeah its colourful , full with pink,green,yellow all like to pastel colors ! All i wish i want to have my life full with that colorful !

Having Beutiful Family & Relative and Friends and not to forget BabyHubby,

My life is colorful and full with ups and down ,

 What is lyfe , when there no problem in life and without any challenge  ; yes we all need to face it bravely and always there must be a solution to every problem we faces ; its just that don't ever give up !

Friends, why when you all having problem you guys come to me , so when i have having problems did i come to you ? Is not that i don't like/want to share problems with you , but why when you guys in needs or help than you guys in contact with me ; why ? I just don't get you ,When you guys happily , did you guys ever think of me when i in need of you guys ,where were you guys ?

 yes when i in needs i face it all by myself, its lyfe friends !

God giving me problem to test me can i face it by myself ? Can i ? Critiscm at work i've get when i didn't do anything wrong , is becuase why ? They are jealous of me , boredoom strike they start to talk where things dosen't happened but they still keep on talking , So what i do i'll just ignore, Its hard to face problem but you need to and have too , Its lyfe.Everybody will be having problem ; regardless off minor and major !

I still in hard and need but everything i keep in me, even if i tell others will they help me NO right ?

so friends, i now having big problem with my family where's my dad in operation and alot of $$$ to be used so , please understand my situation, i will get back to you when all my situation back to normal.

Asailaimuailaikum .

With Love, Feralyna Natasha