Moring - mare, I dreamt of him and he was kiling himself  here the stories goes ;

" it was morning-mare readers -__- but it still so scary very !

He was married with another girl & got a son with the girl but the son is ting-tong !

*heeeeeeesss! Dapat anak 3 suku : )*

 than than , de girl left him with the 3 suku boy hahaha ! he come back to me and told me that he still love me and so on , confess that marriage was done by his family and he can't do anything , and so----so on , i agree to care for the son , as love for me still inside there for him , A few Months , this 3 suku punya budak, loike me take care of him, than one particular day its was raining heavily , i was at home in my house ; sembawang : with his son , he come & see us through windows kitchen , and and he was drenched outside , when i quickly rush to the windows he was standing at the highest top floor ; where that my level

* tingkat dua-belas aje ! : P* and when i saw him , he was crying and suddenly he jump down infront of my eyes*; baby are you down,down,down teeeeheeee : D* than quickly i went out take the lift rush down to level one; and leaving that tiga-suku boy at home . The face was  *dun know how to describe* brain come out , face was full of bloood and i was crying like hell ."

 I don't know how it wake me up andit was 11.30 am i was soooooooooo crying, quickly i went to my mom room :

Me : Ma , orang mimpi sal shafiq bunuh diri : ( , huhuhuhu dia bunuh kat rumah sembawang ...Orang takot !

Mama : Aik asal gan budak nie ? kuat benar cinta kau gan dia , bih yang kau memnangis nie ape hal ?

Me:  Sedih lar ! :(

Mama : Tu la lain kali , anak dara tido siang mengadap je computer , cuci kaki sebelom tido asyik pandang tu laptop je.. bila kau off , laptop ,laptop

Me : *crying huhuhu :( * Ma, tukar handphone , my battery flat nak call shafiq

Mama : Nah cepat pakai kad aku da bis .

Me: *crying esak-esak*

Mama: Asal kau mimpi kat sembawang ?

Me: Tak tahu * was calling hubby*

Baby seh its was jus a dream ,  and he will never leave till he die, he swear otp ; and i was crying .

I dun know why ;

Ya Allah biarlah mimpi nie jadi pemainan tapi jangan la kau sekali buat kan nya jadi kenyataan .

Asailamuailaikum .

With Love, Feralyna Natasha