its 4am , bloggers i keep on crying and crying -_- , i miss my dad so much , so much till i can't stop crying .

i started smoke again , was crying and smoking in the loving room alone and baby ask me why ?

Or isit i miss someone's ? NO !

 but actually yeah , i'm not faithful to my feeling and i can't denied that.

I did not treasure thing in the past , i did not treasure my loves ones , i keep missing my dad lately , i wanna visit his graveyard but how to , i can't even recite yassin that much . All i can do is recite basic thing :'(

I miss my granny ,  i need her to hug me and need her to kiss me and need her to advise me .

I miss my Arwah Baba ,
miss his singing miss his cheerful days to cheer me , 9 years have past , but not a single thing i can't foget . not !
His perfume smell , his clothes, his pictures and his thing i still keep .

Ya Allah , aku redha kan dia , tapi setiap kali bayang nya selalu bermain di fikiran ku.

what should i do ? -_= ,

Asailaimuailaikum Semua

With Love, Feralyna Natasha