Sunday, November 29, 2009.
I got my leg swollen again , gonna see doctor now, leg swollen like one painpain ! and you know i feel sooooooooooo
irratating , and i feel so bad now towards my collegue . : ( but what to do, my knee swollen so hurt
and my previous post to nak bilang nie heeeeeee ^_O...
saya dan mentelboy sudah kembalik sayang menyangyang heeee, saya sayang dia sangat-sangat tawu.
Love you Mentelboy : D
Friday night i went to henderson waves with my mentelboy , sungguh romantic tapi sungguh creepy at first ,
nak tawu asall , that taxi driver like one _______ ask to drop us at the bridge , nak tawu dia alight kita kat bawa dia , punya la ______ . naik naik penat , tapi romantic sangat taw !
spent time gah my sweetcha mentelboy .
spent time gah my sweetcha mentelboy .
but sungguh sedih kita tak ambik picture pasal satu tgh mood lovelove heeeeee, saya suka 0.0 !
Saturday that was yesterday was really damn tiring ! i wear heels to work , punya la ______ !
aiseh, my leg swollen like so bad very bad jalan sungguh tempang . Hubby fetch me , yahhooooooooley !
went to see movie at cathay and beepbeep one new message , from Ros .
i on standby tomoorrow that is today . OK i not happy wanna know something the girl who on mc and i need to come back is one big penipu ! say eyes swollen sommore can come to my shop happy-happy !
besar punya penipu . My leg swollen like hell , want me to come back . ish ! and it affect my knee urat lali kaki naik pergi dekat lutut ! aduhhhhh sakit seh !
I really need to take mc , sorry collegue , sorry ros.
Kakak tadi datang , nanti la update sal nie , now nak mandi nak gi doc pastu nak gi tengok wayang gan mommy , daddy , mentelboy and myself : ). ! tempang pun tempang la jalan ...
semua sihat tak !? jaga diri okay ! :)
Asailaimuailaikum Semua
Sayang semua alotalot ! :D
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Thursday, November 26, 2009.
Will this be last bid goodbye to you ? You keep threaten me , you gonna do stupid things end up you are the one who risk your own future not me .
Tell me would i want to live with someone that have no sense of responsibility as a man , and just wanna get fast earn income , no i don't and why must you keep threatening me ?
why ?
i don't see , my love in your eyes . I admit you have alot of bestfriends most are opposite gender than u , for what you still keep them ? huh ? for what , to be there when you need advice or they need advice ?
than me what for i'm in your life , explain ?
do u know i have been crying since just now afternoon at 2 , do you ever know ?
and you was outside with your friends happily enjoyyy and did not even tell me you was outside with your friends , and i got your last text you was at tiong bahru and you say it was not meant for me ?
did you tell me that you already book-out ? NO !
did you tell me that you meeting your friends ? NO !
did you tell me that you unable to get thru me and waiting for my call or message atleast i know ? NO !
Did you know this was not your first time doing ? Eh seriously i sure you not a kid , is just normal basic relationship thing atleast i know where you are, somemore meeting you friends , ar kawan yang tk boleh harap !
You didn't ! all you say it was my fault !
ewahh , you happily with your friends and i de one who get scolding .
All i do for you was just a waste, your tears and words were all just fake . Especially tears and you know you full of drama-KING !
and today is eve of hari raya aidiladha , and you creating trouble with me , saya malas nak gadoh dengan awak reti ke tk reti ?
your corruptable friends is with you , for what you look for me ? is better i end it here , i had enough you say i easily give-up , so how about our last fight who at fault ? everything you put blame on me . you wanted me to say sorry where i didn't do anything wrong at all . You say i was ego , not me but you !
Don't look for me for he time-being let me have my peace . You have your family now and be happy .
i with my family you think i'm happy ? Do you know why i crying since 2pm and do you even wanna know ?
Goodbye.
Asailaimuailaikum.
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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If possible let me be jus alone now .
I'm so alone now -_v !
i don't need your silence , don't need your call, just be happy with whoever you want.
just stay away from me .
my brain and mind feel so blank now .i don't know am i saying right thing.
but tears keep falling from this swollen eyes since 2 pm jus now
Peace be upon you semua ;(
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Monday, November 23, 2009.
I guess ; tomorrow i working so might as well i just post out today ..
To my one and only BabyShafiq, as you can see here this is just a small appreciation i make for you.
For the last 5 months you have been tolerate with my attitude, behaviour and myself this only a token of appreciation i can show it to you , and wait ! more surprises coming up . : D
Babyboy even tot you are far from me , but do remember our heart are near to each other : )
Our heart beep as one : ).
Thank you for everything that you have done for me Love , thank you so much.
I love you so much , very very much ^^
heeeeeeeeeeee, sayang MentelBoy banyak-banyak tawu !
K da maghrib everyone, but than i currently having my red month ~ grrrrrr !
benci sungguh !
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
Jaga diri baik-baik , happy-happy selalu !
Jaga diri baik-baik , happy-happy selalu !
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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Time Check : 1025am ,
YES , YES , YES ! Finally Fuh ~ Total 3 YES !
YES ! finish doing something,something for my HubbyBabyBoy , specially for you ! : )
YES ! finally , i've got to hear my hubby voice , ^-^ weeeeeeeeeeee ! Rindu Nya ! !
YES ! I've already bath and smell so nice , wangi tau ^-^ heeeeee heeeee!
Ok nothing to update ,
Oh wait , currently i find my work ______ really well ! BOOO : (
i hate hate hate bitches & wannabe bitches !
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
Selamat Pagi ! !
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Sunday, November 22, 2009.
Sunyi senyap rumah , handphone tak bunyi takda orang nak beboal gan saya nari :'( , Ish sepi nya .....
Kenapa nie ??
Hais !
Handphone da tk boleh bunyi sal prepaid tk top up kosong !
Hais !
Cannot contact with hubby till tomorrow i get money from kakak i go and buy prepaid card okay Hubby Baby ! Rindu Nya dia sangat-sangat , Tk dengar suara dia untuk half an hour da rindu sangat dengan dia .
Tsk , I don't know why i love and miss him so much , and i can't even separate with him but , he in NS i need to sacrifice now .
Just now at the busstop i cried , tears drop from my eyes and i quickly-quickly wipe away , why ?
Bus stop full with mermories , Bersama Kekasih lama Dan Baby Love ; i bet you should know the bus stop at MSQ .
I felt so lonely , :( imagine surrounded you , infront couple beside couple tengah sembrang jalan hold hand , naik motor couple ; OF COURSE LA takkan ber-lima ~ Doink !
NO........but seriously i jealous seeing couple here and there , somemore saturday night . Yeah usually every Saturday he fetch me but than he on duty . I paham sayang : ) ,
Let me change to be the better person for me , you and our relationship hubby .
Lama plak tunggu bus , 20 minutes imagine you see here and there couple ; sob sob ! no ones with me :(
77 arrived , naik ish mcm nak turun balik , ade 3 couple behind , apa nie jangan main kan perasaan feral la, i hate it you know ! Kuat kan diri jalan dudok paling belakang ;
and after that listening to Cinta Tiga Segi dan Haruskah Kita Berpisah .; Teringat kenangan dulu ~~~~ dah .
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And now my msn very perangai ! sungguh perangai , i dun know people i delete was ada but than i nudge one of my friend say , why you never talk to me , she say u appeared offline wat and i did not change my status !
apa nie MSN ? kenapa MSN nie ? ish , mcm nak nak nak nak nak nak nak entah lah .... : X
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and now Feral nak bikin apa ? tengok movie la , hais
MuhdNuhShafiq , i terlalu merindui you baby , i rindu suara mentel ayah sangat-sangat .
i know you miss me too , see you next saturday kay baby ! : D
Ish asal tk hujan nie , : ?
Cepat-cepat hujan !
Asailaimuailaikum Semua^^
p/s : Baby sungguh berkenan kasot Vans Biru eh baby ? Suka Jacket G2000 ehk ? : P
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Friday, November 20, 2009.
its 4am , bloggers i keep on crying and crying -_- , i miss my dad so much , so much till i can't stop crying .
i started smoke again , was crying and smoking in the loving room alone and baby ask me why ?
Or isit i miss someone's ? NO !
but actually yeah , i'm not faithful to my feeling and i can't denied that.
I did not treasure thing in the past , i did not treasure my loves ones , i keep missing my dad lately , i wanna visit his graveyard but how to , i can't even recite yassin that much . All i can do is recite basic thing :'(
I miss my granny , i need her to hug me and need her to kiss me and need her to advise me .
I miss my Arwah Baba ,
miss his singing miss his cheerful days to cheer me , 9 years have past , but not a single thing i can't foget . not !
His perfume smell , his clothes, his pictures and his thing i still keep .
miss his singing miss his cheerful days to cheer me , 9 years have past , but not a single thing i can't foget . not !
His perfume smell , his clothes, his pictures and his thing i still keep .
Ya Allah , aku redha kan dia , tapi setiap kali bayang nya selalu bermain di fikiran ku.
what should i do ? -_= ,
Asailaimuailaikum Semua
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Thursday, November 19, 2009.
Mohhabbat bhi zindagi ki tarah hoti hai
har mod aasan nahi hota, har mod par khushi nahi hoti.
Par jab hum zindagi ka saath nahi chodte to hum mohabbat ka saath kyon chhode
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From Movie Mohabbatein .
There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer;
no disease that enough love will not heal;
no door that enough love will not open;
no gulf that enough love will not bridge;
no wall that enough love will not throw down;
no sin that enough love will not redeem...
It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble;
how hopeless the outlook; how muddled the tangle; how great the mistake.
A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all.
If only you could love enough you would be
If only you could love enough you would be
the happiest and most powerful being in the world.
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By Emmet Fox
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
With Love Feralyna Natasha
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wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo ! ^^ Its raining day haluya, Its raining day , Selamat Petang ^^
wah , i wake up just now at 4pm bangon bukan terus mandi , terus on you tube tengok cerita Cinta Gila !
best best best , cerita dia kelakar gila sungguh funny : ) finally finish all 30 episode : > ! (Y)
wah i off 2 days , no plan actually taw , slacking at home watch tv , later than mandi okay : )
Yetserday i work and rush home and ask sister , who out from Singapore Idol ? * pray in my heart please not faizal isa* sekali kakak jawab Faizal Isa -______- sedih nya , alah pertandingan kan selalu ada kalah dan menang , than kakak seh " aku ingat kan cina lelaki keluar suara da macam katak , katak sama macam dia" heeeeeee, tk baik taw : ) pray hard that Faizal Isa come back next week maybe .? Insyaallah :)
oh ya , bby delete few of my friend in MSN and block them , so who did not see me online its because that boyfriend have delete your email address and boyfriend have block you guys up. sorry ye , to avoid fighting and jealousy i respect bby decision .
yesterday i received a unknown call , it's a guy and his voice so familliar but than he say wrong no -__-
sape agaknya ? nvm .....
i really miss them alot so much very much , ladiess when next up gathering please make a quick one okay but if its better make every early of the month okay , i realy miss you yall so much .
not in picture : Fadira and Norlia
Dear Beautiful friends is da upcoming chalet is it still on going or nope ?
yes i know all busy with own life and work but if you guys tk jadi inform me can ?
busy sangat ke , haix . : X
fad just message ; she say i think so , ask imah or isya.
imah text ; still ongoing , chalet ni da bayar da .
so persoalan nie sape akan pergi ? dan berapa ramai ?
Nuraini sayang . i need to met you up if possible dis coming Sunday , beep me thanks as i've already text you : )
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
Jaga Kesihatan Di Musim Hujan Ini :
: )
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Tuesday, November 17, 2009.
Chatting with Sri's and i ask her to guess how old is boyfie , so guess unya guess
HUAKHUAKHAUKHUAK < : i laugh and laugh ; i guess its better dont reveal the answer
; ) B , yok married yok , umur you da boleh tu : P heeeeeeeeee, jgn marah bf ! : )
YAH ! Its 930 , time to close shop ; sedih no one accompay me go home , Faz and Sri alik siang , Mel tunang ambik , Fefe husband fetch , Ulyana meeting Bf at PasirRis , Sab tk tawu ilang ~~ : (
terpaksa la kan , than take bus 106 straight too BB, and too sleepy i doze off inside bus and i think my sleep was awful , "hey , i'm tired okay ! : ) "
I was awake at Clementi , alot of people alight there but than there a bunch of boys not matreps as they look cutecute :X ! i guess they are soccer boys maybe or ?? idk : ) . Tot they were seating right behind , but NO, they were seating at my area where there 6 seat available, one of the guys seat beside me , but heng there someone alight next stop so he can seat with his friend ; But NO , this was the conversation :
Guy 1 : ehk, dudok gan aku ar , sorang siol !
Guy sitting beside me : Tknak ar !
Guy 1 : Butoh ar kau cari chance je
Than quite a few stops from Clementi they alight at Ira Homezone ,
They so noisy very noisy and i was otp with boyfie that time : )
Guy 1 : ehk , ni la blog 633 , lincah ar turun !
Guy 2 : Takya ar turun sekali kat bb pastu naik 77 ( in my heart i was like isn't it the same ? )
Guy 3: ar turun je lah
Guy sitting beside me : Korang confirm peh nie block 633 ?
Fat Guy : ar ar la turun !
Da turun ...
Guy 2 : eh aku lupa ar handphone aku ,
Guy sitting beside me went up back and search and say takde la butoh .
Guy 2 : aku lupa minta number dia .
Guy sitting beside me : Butoh la kau , malu sial aku .
and apek driver was like ''HOI, HOI .. "
and they quickly rush down and waving at me , nak senyum pun ade tak nak pun ada.
tak salah kan senyum , senyum adalah berkat : )
I was sitting there looking at their weird attitude, why must they talk must use vulga ,
ask hubby nie dia cakap ; kalau tk maki tu bukan lelaki , and i was like WTH ?
hubby cakap jangan nak mengatal ehk , ; tkla b, mane ade : ) i sayang you sorang da hanya satu je ; Nuhshafiq okay b : )
Than inside train also there bunch of guys ; melayu lagi smart plak tu .
Nari seperti saya eye-candy with alot of cutecute guys ; weeeeeeee *roll eyes feral you attached* : X
p/s : Terlalu Rindu kan kamu , tidak mengdengar khabar mu merisaukan diri ku : (
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Sunday, November 15, 2009.
Today i woke up at 8.23am , hey its was my off day and i wake up so early. oh baby was sleeping with me yesterday and today , yes yes ! suka suka , mommy tk marah , but but no taking advantage : ) ; yes mommy i don't ! heeee! i woke up rush to mommy room and mommy was doing some facial on her face :
(was sleeping on mommy lap)
Mommy : Kau kerja nari tak ?
me : tk , tengok ar mi bila off mesti bangon pagi , boring seh
Mommy: tulah kadang-kadang mata nie jahat bila off day , dia suka bangon siang bila tak off day memag liat nak bangon .
Daddy : Gi lar jogging gan shafiq, bagos untuk kesihatan .
*amboi kesihatan seh, daddy tu jaga kesihatan*
me : tknak la gi jogging , pagi-pagi ish malas la daddy
Mommy : Takda kau baca surat khabar , tu mama ade beli newspaper dalam bag .
seraching for it...
Me : mama mana ..?
Mommy : tu kan dalam bag..
Me : sorry la rabun, mata belom buka betol ..
tengok newspaper ; ishish kejam betol lelaki sekarang baru mistress sanggop hurt that misstress anoh acid kat muka , kejam sungguh sungguh kejam ! and and boo singapore ? 3-1 lost at your own homwtown ?
wth ? please la singapore buck up your strength and throw everything back at thailand , but whatever its is i still support my own country ! yes yes ! of course like duh ! ~ : )
Than whole day sleeping with hubby ! i ask hubby to search for me 2012 movie , yes i want to see 2012 movie again & again ! yes i already watch at cinema last friday night malas nak update kan , show start at 12:45 am finish at 3:30 am ~ wah so long yes but it really worth to watch it !
those who havent watch please watch it , untuk menyedar kan kita hari kiamat nanti.
reach home at 5am than woke up at 920 am! late late late ! but than i still reach work on time ! : )
oh yes ! i hate-hate police here and there se-sungguh nya mereka semua anggek ! sumpah i hate policeman.
i prefer army man ! : ) yala mentelboy sugguh macho in army uniform : )
and i now i need to wake my hubby up as he sleeping like log !
he neeed to book-in camp by 2359 !
shout out loud : HUBBY BANGON KENA BOOK IN , TILL LAMBAT !
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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First of All , i wanna shout KUATKUAT yes i off day today, and sumpah finally , ada reti tk ?
and and i got super alot of stories to blog feel like 20000000000 post i gonna post ; haha bedek je!
i wanna post about my twinny, yes that my clumsyLOUD twinny girlfriends ~
i sungguh gonna miss her so much , why ? she left W'S already !
yes she got a better offer working a high-end brand ; COACH ! errrrram nya , gaji nya sungguh temptation !
really girlfriend, gonna miss you and gonna miss our laughter that sooooo GAGAGAGA in da shop,
ayoh kita date ya ; cepat-in dong !
Bag Coach Satu ! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
*remember the fun we use to have * weeeeeeeeeeee ! ^^
this two lovelies ladies up there was once we working together ! yes ! they are super duper fun !
They tot that i no longer working at W'S and
I really miss them alot ~~~~~
and and incredible i still remember their name , Steph and Pieng !
From Gradute N till Poly Student at Nanyang ! How Fast time goes ~ 2 years already..
Steph working at body shop ; Steph got discounts ???? : P
Hopefully Pieng ; we got work together ! *cross fingers*
Oh ya that time i say nenek nak datang but NO , Uncle Jamal balik lambat , nenek tk datang nenek say will come on the weekday this what nenek say to my mommy
Hais rindu nenek sangat-sangat :'(
Ingat lagi when Atok meninggal for 44 days straight i'm the only cucu jaga nenek from days to night
and nenek teach me alot of religious thing ; sembhayang , ugama , masak , gi pasar .
heeeeeee! sudah boleh ruma tangga eh nek ek! boleh tk nek ,
satu doa nie, saya nak nenek saya berada disisi bila hari hijab-kabol saya.
sayang nenek sairah banyak - banyak ! :)
Asailaimuailaikum Semua ^^
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Saturday, November 14, 2009.
se-sungguh nya, terlalu busy sama kerja , cowok gue yang lucu itu ^_^ adui gue suka sama dia banget baby !
feral akan update tomorrow, Insya'allah with god-willing.
and lastly , aku benci sekali sama orang yang sudah minta pertolongan dan tikam aku dibelakang !
ada poham ! ???????
seperti nak slap-slap muka dia kuat , kawan hanya perlu bila duka, bila ceria mana pergi kawan ?
Peace be upon you; Semua ^^
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Thursday, November 12, 2009.
Soon i will upate my 8-11 okay ! but now i really need to rush as my nenek mau datang !
cucu rindu nenek sungguh banyak taw nek ! OXOX nenek tak sabr nak kiss-kiss nenek !
oh Uncle and Auntie also coming down ! They just call my mom , and I wanna shout ALLHAMDULILAH that my father is alright ! Sudah sembuh 80% sembuh allhamdulilah , and thanks for the wish espically my Babes at W'S , sayang korang semua ! ^^
Asailaimuailaikum : D
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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7/11-went out with my Bbynuhshafiq, oh he didn't fetch me but yet he slept over my house,
night on the 6 approaching to seven ; went to mustafa with him bought my perfume Gucci Rush yeah ! finallly been crazying for Gucci Rush since the day i spray at Sasa MSQ ^^ .
So 7/11 , i treat my bby love to Dine in at Magic Wok at Ct Hall , nice kan baby .taw taw Kakak yang recommend , we ate alot super-super alot very alot la, its been so long i didn't had so much food on the table hahahak ! -Fuuuuuhhhh all finish all go inside stomach , and and heng i wore a dress hahahaha, cannot seee my boncet tummy , sungguh boncet ^^ .
After eat we walk and went to Suntec, as Twinny bought flower clip there , I like the dress but it's too X ! Very alright as most to most hundred bucks. yeah , so sad ! Nevermind, get my flower clip and wear it on the spot ! Wooooohoooo sudah jadi minah hawaiiian ! huakhuakhuak !
Than decide went to bugis to roamed for dresses while otw *stomach hurt so badly*
Gosh i need the toilet ; URGENTLY , swear ! Went to NLB at Bras Basah there , aiseh alot of people queue-ing up for toilet i really urgently need one cobucile !
*someone spare a tot for me :( * but than really-really cannot tahan, went out say to bf
me : toilet ramai orang ! Macam mana ?
babybf: gi tingkat atas ar,
than went to tingkat 9 eh b, drama club ehk, MACAM PAHAM :x
enter the toilet but fuhhh no-one , than enter toilet cannot _______ . How ?
So take my own sweet-bloddy-assing time and touch up ! hahahahak ! Idiot me ,
make bf waiting for me .But nevermind :) .
Than reach bugis village, roamed for a dress ; ish tak suka tak suka jalan Saturday ramai nya orang . Do you know the traffic light at Bugis where to cross to The Bugis Village its was freaking tttoooooooottttt ! Jam of people ! like ______ .!
Yes or No still i wanna roamed for Dress ! Yeah after few round here and there Bump to Linda and Nadiah ; Oh nadiah is getting engaged , Conngratulation Babe ! and than Soooooon i saw a dress that capture my eyes, nice $ 18 only,Grab it than i bought fake eyelashes one box contain 10, contact lens 4 pairs ;Maxi Brown , Maxi Purple , Green and Grey , I guess so oh it at Spectacle Hut . and make up Gosh ! few hundred gones ... Huhuhu ! sungguh tk perlu okay ! But Nvm, can use for Hari Raya Haji ! :D :D
After that roamed and roamed ; intend to watch movie at Dhoby Gaut with loves ! Trained to Dhoby gaut and the train as usual , pack with people ! Reach , but than noting interesting movie to watch , so we walk and enter THIS FASHION ! sunggguh besar 3 tingkat! Hubby was funny : D
Roamed for dresss ! but all like the colors all so dull ! takda yang menarik ! than both still Full sit down at this Dhoby gaut station camwhoring , and after done everything Take bus 106 to BB !
Yes at night i change my handphone to a better one, se-sungguh handphone pink tu tak guna langsung, change with cybershot got flash !
and now i can camwhoring days night morning everning evrytime !^^
went to habib bought my family food and takeaway , totally its really very tiring !
and a big THANK YOU to my one and only Nuhshafiq for the splendid days, he never fail to put a smile and never fail to make me happy :)!
Asailaimuailaikum
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Wednesday, November 4, 2009.
Tuesday ; My dad condition has stable, but he has just done operation, doctor call and say that the condition not stable, i didn't attend meeting and go to work, And everything happened my prepaid is low!
Afternoon i called ros and she say Kok Seong is resigning and i wonder why that GM need to resigning .
Feel so bad to Ros and Collegue.
Lets pray hard that my step-dad get well soon and start work again ; atleast i have lean burden on my shoulder , i wish i can coutinue my studies again , Insyallah .Amin
Wednesday ; Rot all day at home change my blog skin color , and yeah its colourful , full with pink,green,yellow all like to pastel colors ! All i wish i want to have my life full with that colorful !
Having Beutiful Family & Relative and Friends and not to forget BabyHubby,
My life is colorful and full with ups and down ,
What is lyfe , when there no problem in life and without any challenge ; yes we all need to face it bravely and always there must be a solution to every problem we faces ; its just that don't ever give up !
Friends, why when you all having problem you guys come to me , so when i have having problems did i come to you ? Is not that i don't like/want to share problems with you , but why when you guys in needs or help than you guys in contact with me ; why ? I just don't get you ,When you guys happily , did you guys ever think of me when i in need of you guys ,where were you guys ?
yes when i in needs i face it all by myself, its lyfe friends !
God giving me problem to test me can i face it by myself ? Can i ? Critiscm at work i've get when i didn't do anything wrong , is becuase why ? They are jealous of me , boredoom strike they start to talk where things dosen't happened but they still keep on talking , So what i do i'll just ignore, Its hard to face problem but you need to and have too , Its lyfe.Everybody will be having problem ; regardless off minor and major !
I still in hard and need but everything i keep in me, even if i tell others will they help me NO right ?
so friends, i now having big problem with my family where's my dad in operation and alot of $$$ to be used so , please understand my situation, i will get back to you when all my situation back to normal.
Asailaimuailaikum .
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Labels: Dad, Get Well Soon
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Sunday ; Baby fetch me from work , had a lil tiff with baby but than everything is fantastic now , Baby actuallie need to went back to camp but baby love me muchie ; so do i ^^ he take MC for me : ) He "chua keng " with his sergent; weeeeeeeeeeeee ^^ love baby so much! Very alright ^^ !
Monday ; Baby send me to work yahoo ! Heee , Baby slept over my house ; its was great having him in my life seriously , someone put me to sleep and watching me sleep ^_^ suka suka ! and i feel so glad that someone accompany me to work , YES he send me to work , prepared for me milo drink eventot its sooo sweet , heee :) but Mommy say its nice aisey ! *roll eyessssssss*
Chill with baby ; and baby went off and baby at queenstown already but i ask baby to turn back and YES he turn back and we had lunch together !
NOW PRAY HARD SO THAT FAIZAL ISA NOT OUT ! I WATCHING SINGAPORE IDOL NOW ! : D
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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Moring - mare, I dreamt of him and he was kiling himself here the stories goes ;
" it was morning-mare readers -__- but it still so scary very !
He was married with another girl & got a son with the girl but the son is ting-tong !
*heeeeeeesss! Dapat anak 3 suku : )*
than than , de girl left him with the 3 suku boy hahaha ! he come back to me and told me that he still love me and so on , confess that marriage was done by his family and he can't do anything , and so----so on , i agree to care for the son , as love for me still inside there for him , A few Months , this 3 suku punya budak, loike me take care of him, than one particular day its was raining heavily , i was at home in my house ; sembawang : with his son , he come & see us through windows kitchen , and and he was drenched outside , when i quickly rush to the windows he was standing at the highest top floor ; where that my level
* tingkat dua-belas aje ! : P* and when i saw him , he was crying and suddenly he jump down infront of my eyes*; baby are you down,down,down teeeeheeee : D* than quickly i went out take the lift rush down to level one; and leaving that tiga-suku boy at home . The face was *dun know how to describe* brain come out , face was full of bloood and i was crying like hell ."
I don't know how it wake me up andit was 11.30 am i was soooooooooo crying, quickly i went to my mom room :
Me : Ma , orang mimpi sal shafiq bunuh diri : ( , huhuhuhu dia bunuh kat rumah sembawang ...Orang takot !
Mama : Aik asal gan budak nie ? kuat benar cinta kau gan dia , bih yang kau memnangis nie ape hal ?
Me: Sedih lar ! :(
Mama : Tu la lain kali , anak dara tido siang mengadap je computer , cuci kaki sebelom tido asyik pandang tu laptop je.. bila kau off , laptop ,laptop
Me : *crying huhuhu :( * Ma, tukar handphone , my battery flat nak call shafiq
Mama : Nah cepat pakai kad aku da bis .
Me: *crying esak-esak*
Mama: Asal kau mimpi kat sembawang ?
Me: Tak tahu * was calling hubby*
Baby seh its was jus a dream , and he will never leave till he die, he swear otp ; and i was crying .
I dun know why ;
Ya Allah biarlah mimpi nie jadi pemainan tapi jangan la kau sekali buat kan nya jadi kenyataan .
Asailamuailaikum .
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Tuesday, November 3, 2009.
" Mencintai mu satu anugerah yang menyinar dalam hidop ku,
tanpa mu ku lelah zahir dan batin
.Kehadiran mu menyinar hidop ku yang gelap,
Kemesraan kita membuat ku lebih mencintai dirimu setulus ikhlas ,
Hanya tuhan saja yang bisa tahu begitu kuat ku memeggan janji-janji kita sayang ,
Allahmdulilah ku ucap kan , dan Insyallah kita berkekalan"
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
Sunday, November 1, 2009.
-______- saw that guy ! i miss him so much & i love him,
heys its 545 am and i can't sleep ??
its so jia lak *hokkien language* i working later, i hate working but people at MSQ make me want to work there :)
its so jia lak *hokkien language* i working later, i hate working but people at MSQ make me want to work there :)
to adieq pampered : all the best for the first day working babe may you have alot of patient in working dear && all the tiredness will gain at the end of the day :) enjoy the experience bebey ! Meet up soon aye ! oh at swissotel kan near la tu feral workplace, make sure terserempak okay ^^ .
Asailamuailaikum Semua !
swear i need some sleep, really ! or else i faint in da train :(
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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Sumpah, i cant sleep -___- its like wth kan,
sungguh nya WTH ?
i tot of changing my skins tapi nothing nice caught my eyes boleh gitu ehk, bored with this skins, or or should i change color ??
ERRRRRR, NO ! purple is my color : ) sungguh purple !
Purple room, purple lipstick and purple ice-cream , i craving for yam , yesterday just ate ! but i want more , huhuhuhu : (
Shout&Sreams
"Nak Ais-Cream Yam Bby , Nak juga Nak juga !"
: P
oh i begin to miss my bbylove after he step out from my house !
Sooooooo Rindu , He love me so much , But i love you more !
3rd November, I having a meeting ! Sungguh Malas wake up early at 7am ?
*TOLONG !*
Aku benci kerja ! Tknak kerja!
Nak kawin gan anak datok , *CHOY, TOUCH WOOOD*
Nak gah Nuhshafiq okay, Cause he love me ; i know bie :)
No ones update me who i working with tommorrow , soooooo PFFFFFFTTTTTTT! sungguh benci taw, orang tak coperate dengan kita ! Hais, ape nak buat kan . .
Its working life, How i wish can go back to school start from secondary school & Gerek taw skola ! *Thinking the times when i was sooo kental in school* : P
and Haloween ?? hmmm so how people celebrate halloweeen isit fun, scary , or boring ? Grrrr ! IDK .
i tak boleh tido seh , baby call me , call me ! i waiting la bie, you nie sleeep sje taw .
Tommorow i working & i can't sleep , how ? Anything bothering me ? I dun think so. Errrrr ?
That pic above jangan la bother, it me masai , after using mask ! : X
Twinny, da kangen nie, bila work together !
huakhuakhuak miss kamu la , udah ketemu belom wallet nya : P
kesian dey loh kamu, misss you babe ! HORTPARK next week ?????? ! Yok !
Picture when bestfriend, come at my workplace on her birthday, IDK where she is ?
If i got hurt you in anyway i'm sorry, to let you know i miss you like thousand times !
: (
And lastly ! i miss my hubby so much , i will love him till the day i out of breath, without you i breatheless !
you make me go GAGAGA with your crapness : ) , i'm in love with you bbyfiq! oh b, don't misunderstand the songs in my blog okay, i love the song so much so don't think of anything, i know you will never broke my heart ; As promises will always be promises and i still holding on to it,
OXOX baby vewwwwyyy much !
I cinta kan you sayang , If you want my future me & you forget my past okay : ) Call Me Love ! : D
and i will always end with
Peace Upon To You and also Asalamuailaikum Semua :)
Selamat Malam !
With Love, Feralyna Natasha
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