Let done here, please go away from my life, please dun ever come back again! why why why ?
Why everything happen in such a harsh way, what do you want from me ? why why why ? i hate you , don't ever ask my whereabout, don't ask me how am i today don't ask me this and that anymore, please go away , dont near me, :'( , Fightfightfight that never ending, let just end with a call , tears rolling on my cheek, do you bother i hate you sumpah benci kau! Shafiq, Go and find your lover girl, im not one. Please i tried how much more sarifices you want me to make ? how much baby !  2 years waiting for you, i dont know i can, i need an attention , i easily get lonely :'( i hate you ! just put the blame on me , *tears droppiing, heart tearing*

Where go all promises ? where, GONE ! i hate you , where all the swear went too ? where !? you make me believe that you are the most perfect ones, you make me believe you every girl that man needs you make me believe you have what i want all in you , But you make me hate you so much ! i dont want to keep on cryingg every night, every single night waiting for your call, single morning waiting for your wake up call , waiting for your message, i feel like throwinng my phones, but i think for what ? my ex give it to me ! i should treasure it !

Sometimes i don't know do i ever make a correct decision to leave someone i used to love,
than too love you ? what do you think, i dont regret to love you, but do you think i deserve all this ? I dont mind  not contacting any human being , even with my bestfriedns, but that too much if you dont allow me contact my bestfriends ! why baby, why ? why we keep on fighting every single day ? you promise me to take care of me not a single tears you wanna see in my eyes rolling again , why , do i deserve this from you ?????

what should i do now ?

Asalaimualaikum :'(

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