Wednesday, September 30, 2009.
Why everything happen in such a harsh way, what do you want from me ? why why why ? i hate you , don't ever ask my whereabout, don't ask me how am i today don't ask me this and that anymore, please go away , dont near me, :'( , Fightfightfight that never ending, let just end with a call , tears rolling on my cheek, do you bother i hate you sumpah benci kau! Shafiq, Go and find your lover girl, im not one. Please i tried how much more sarifices you want me to make ? how much baby ! 2 years waiting for you, i dont know i can, i need an attention , i easily get lonely :'( i hate you ! just put the blame on me , *tears droppiing, heart tearing*
Where go all promises ? where, GONE ! i hate you , where all the swear went too ? where !? you make me believe that you are the most perfect ones, you make me believe you every girl that man needs you make me believe you have what i want all in you , But you make me hate you so much ! i dont want to keep on cryingg every night, every single night waiting for your call, single morning waiting for your wake up call , waiting for your message, i feel like throwinng my phones, but i think for what ? my ex give it to me ! i should treasure it !
Sometimes i don't know do i ever make a correct decision to leave someone i used to love,
than too love you ? what do you think, i dont regret to love you, but do you think i deserve all this ? I dont mind not contacting any human being , even with my bestfriedns, but that too much if you dont allow me contact my bestfriends ! why baby, why ? why we keep on fighting every single day ? you promise me to take care of me not a single tears you wanna see in my eyes rolling again , why , do i deserve this from you ?????
what should i do now ?
Asalaimualaikum :'(
Labels: mentelboy, you are not the same.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009.
Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu
Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku
Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta diaý
Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta diaý
Aku terlalu cinta Diay .....
Monday, September 28, 2009.
OH BABY !
nie , cinta laura kiehl, comel kan dia :). Kakak la suruh saya tengok cerita Oh Baby,
Cerita dia Cute, Best and pasti kena tonton lagee !
What ive seen in that movie,And learn something
"semua orang pakai topeng, tapi hanya tunggu waktu untuk membuka topeng dan mengenal diri yang benar "
&
"jangan perna menolong our own competitor, as our own competitor want us to lose, before helping dem investigate them just don't help because of sympathy and kerna kita tidak tawu mereka cuma bersandiwara sahaja "
Syurga Cinta ?
Kelakar la cerita nie, lagi-lagi adek haziq , very cute la that boy ,
and de lover Awal with a girl i don't know whho is she kakak cakap she from AF5, hmmm boleh la.
cerita nie pulak feral belajar ada tiga cinta ;
Cinta Setan , Cinta Jin & Cinta Allah.
Cerita Syurga Cinta menyedar kan bahawa ade cinta dari segi cinta , tapi baby nak cinta allah.
bby, i pun nak cinta allah, insyallah kay baby love.
Kay baby love message me ;
" I miss you so much but you didnt text or col me, you rather listening to song and bz with your laptop rather than calling me , sedeh seh."
alalala :) baby love, i love you so much la, awak nie sikit-sikit merajok , saya sayang awak kay babyboy.
Asalaimualaikum :)
.
Time Check : 5:19pm
Where : Freaking alone at home :(
where all ?? Mommy went to i dont know, i wake up late as i still sick, i jus cant breathe normally, too many lozenges maybe, but yesterday baby feed me medicine, he forced me, i know he forced he care for me .:))
Its very hard if you guys wanna see me eat my medicine , so hard ! yay like kids, but the taste EEEWWW, so you need to chase me round da house, must treat me sweets, say nice words than i eat my medicine,
kan baby kan,kan :P blueks !.
& NOW where kakak and abang herman ? they went to bedok maybe , lepak and chill , that their everyday routine , what so good lepak and chill , i also dont know :)
that time Saturday , i was off suopposely NO, change off day with lela as yeah im sickk.
Than after that , was rot all da way at home, but baby slept my house the friday night, he accompany all the way when im sick, kan sweet kan tapi kan, he never let me rest, :[ .
watch OH BABY AND SYURGA CINTA, & this two terrifc movie really moved me, later i talk about this movie.
But than now i talking about Singapore Idol ? Macam tak gempak kan tahun nie punya, entah lar kan?
As i watching all the 13 idols, woooo, suara mereka ade yang best gila like Nurul Huda. WOW! love her so much, no-no i love her tube Zebra Prints, cool ! ^^ but she really can sing, and the last contestant, Faizal what da name, Isa ehk, entah lar nie pun handsome tapi kan tapi kan, nampak muda je , muka dia pun mcm perna kenal.Suara dia pun not bad :)hee.hee
ALL THE BEST TO NURUL & FAIZAL.
dey two only my favourite contestant . :P
yang lain balik rumah tolong mak haha, tkla ish! yang lain pun best-best tapi tk best macam mereka berdua :)
da nak tgk cerita cina 5.30 bye-bye semua.
Asalaimualaikum :)
Saturday, September 26, 2009.
MIMPI TAK SUDAH :(
Apa makna impian Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati Menyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Membawa hati Menyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Kau kah di situ yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan dalam kenangan
Atau jelmaan dalam kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman
Siapakah di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu membina harapan
Siapakah dulu membina harapan
Dan siapa yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan Kau lahirkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang ; Dan menghilang
Kau bayang-bayang ; Masa nan silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah…
Friday, September 25, 2009.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA PADA SEMUA UMAT ISSLAM !
kay feral tawu , saya ucap kan lambat as i busy and fall sick.
and now i still sick so bare with typo-error okay.
First day , actually sumpah takde mood nak celebrate raya, maaf la mcm mana nak celebrate kerja kerja kan bosan so dis year totally takde mood. tapi kena ada mood juga, Mommy wake me up !
Mommy : Ehk anak dara nie bangon da pagi2 raya tido lage !
saya: lagi 5 minutes mommy !
Mommy : Kau pikir gi kerja ehkk, bangon gi mandi siap ! Org datang kau masih tido lagi.
Dalam hati siapa nak datang pagi2 raya. *curious*
Kay im sad when i hear the takbir. I miss baba so much, yes saya anak yatim , im strong i share my story with my Sugar and cried in the bus when the time dia teman i gi NTU. I miss my baba so much :(
Kay back to first day, first i love about hari raya mama cook alot and i eat alot and alot, hahaha i gain weight yippee! :)
Dis year tk pergi kubur baba, maaf ye baba insyallah hujung bulan anak baba gi takbor kan air, baba rehat, eventout 9 years have passed, its still fresh in my mind.
Kay, wait for my first sister to come but she arrived at 4pm hahaha! da petang2 baru nak minta maaf.
Kay, swear feral nangis bila salam tangan mommy gan kakak. tak tawu kenapa *gem-beng !*
than we take photos here and there, i like take picture alot as waiting for kakak nor sampai.
i think that should be all, seriously my head spinning diggy, i my sugar :( .kay good night
below are some picture on first day hari raya, havent get some from my cousin,
he went to escort Will.i.Am today, Faris i want the picture !
Good night! :)
Assalaimualaikum Semua . Minal Aidil Wal Faizin Semua :)
Labels: this year raya was boring.
Thursday, September 24, 2009.
Sorry for not updating, alot of things to update.
Firstly , i found my sweetlove back, yeah ! that was on last friday i went to collect at Police Logistics Department at Paya Lebar, But than i lost my way, i called my SugarBby "Huhu :( he nag at me as i was too pampered :P. yeah i'm pampered baby. Guess where am i ? i was at Traffic Police , haha saya punya malu ingat tempat tu betol, malu tk malu saya tanye la pegawai disitu, semua melayu . Abang-abang polisi ! hahaha! Tapi cannot bangdikan dengan my Sugar ! Strong and turf :D , and i was weking with my bbygirl linda.
kerja gan dia kecoh to the core la si minah cina! heehe ! than i went back witth my kaki gerek Mel and Faz, diaorg pun kecoh juga ! I miss them nak dekat 1 minggu kita lom jumpa .
:(
Friday, September 18, 2009.
its 1.43am, smilt tak sleeep asking me to cook campbell soup. Smile
u know how much your smile eyes melt me,
thanks for the accompany me to NTU and i accompany him for his reporting at MCYS, overaall i really enjoy my day with you smile. Kay tmrw working with Linda ! sayang dia manyak-manyak ! =)
kay , smile calling me to cook campbell soup !
Asalaimualaikum :)
2 days raya ! yeah yeah !!! happy-happy ! :)
Labels: i love my smile
Wednesday, September 16, 2009.
HORRAYYYYYYY ! SAYA HAPPY !
FIRSTLY , MOMMY IF I NEVER LOVE YOU HAIZ I NEVER GO DOWN TO JELAPANG KAY MOMMY ! BUT SORRY MOMMY I TRY TO FIND, BUT I SEEM LOST !
was out with my mommy , uncle and cousin today, firstly i went too jelapang to help mommy to get da baju for her she go send for made. but den, unfortunately i did go down but jelapang was like so sunyi, dun know anyone there , kalau tk leh suruh ddia teman kan tapi dia busy :[
never mind sad sad.
still cannot seraching, mommy say nevermind meet her at Lot One, and with uncle and auntie and cousin, Uncle drove all the way to Ikea Tamp,
best, best besar tempat oooo, banyak melayu ! ^^ eye-eye, tapi tapi kan busy pasal nak membeli-belah untok keperluan rumah ! Wanted to go to GIANT but than kan,
Convorsation :
Security : Abang, Giant tutup, ada stock-take , pukul 10 tutup.
Uncle : ALA, penat datang dari jauh nie,
Auntie : da la bang , kita datang besok !
Me: ala baru nak buat kuih gan mama!
Mommy: ada apa kita buat dulu .
and the convo, follow on with my auntie.
and and we go to popeyes makan, yummy ^^ ! but i miss someone, teman yeah-yeah besok !
dia ada dikir barat wooooooohooooooo ! pastu ada silatt , kamu kena jumpa saya kay !
kena tolong mommy drill rumah !
and now mommy toold me pergi tido besok kau kerja, but than nak tolong mommy buat kuih !
kuih cornflakes ~ kakakakak nak tolong you ! please :)
kay everyone ! nak mandi-mandi , nak tolong mommy !
Asalamualaikum :)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009.
*130909*
The days i work with snow, she really make my days, supposely this day i out my bestgirl and guys but that i working so maaf-maaf ye, maybe i joing you guys oon 300909 okay ! jus pray hard i iwll get off okay, espically to aini i really miss you badly and sayang you alot !
sayang kamu manyak-mayank. Anw, talk to snow was really fun ! she do teach me aloot, yes and one more thing the spec not mine but its was belong to snow, snow say, i wear spec look like one chinese secrtery! hahaha idiot you ! anyways how prepartion hari raya mine was okay-okay went down to mustafa with ex-boyfriend, idk what he want actually ,so jus meet up, go makan and proceed home.
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*140909*
another working day at Marina Square with Rose ! Rose claim hours and all picture take (top) was taken when ose havent come, really love the light of fitting room ! Rose arrived and yeah today was so mundune day again ! haish ! sales drop drop ! what happening , yeah chit-chat talk about rose planning and yeah talk about mattheiu
dis is him; maatheiuu , 21 years oold france, Rose and Siti is meeting him on the europe trip !
can i tag along ! hahahaha, awak saya nak ikot ! Rose tell me about this matt, a guy who know about islam , our religious imagine that ! But cant coompare to Enes ,
He's adorable islam, when he recite quran wow ! amazing ! untong ROSE ! :D
Evening time, tot rose when for breakfast outside she was MIA for 2 hours , and when she came back with two big of cover quilt include comforter ! hahahaha !
Went home with her, she drop me at yew tee, take train too HILL GWAVES !
&& get home mommy ask me , bila kau nak kemas bilik ! so i say tomorrow mommyy !penat !
&& yeah, ive got a new handphone ! yeah ! yeah !^^
Asalaimualaikum :D !
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