Monday, August 31, 2009.
Saturday:
yeah work with aishah, 2nd day. and second timess :)
love working with here, very funny minah.
yes totally tired malas nak take picture. Anw dia ajak gi bazaar, nonono babe bazaar on Saturday ??
kau nak gila, bisa pengsan aku . Imagine de crowded , my face no make up and dats sucks.
After work, went home , meet my mom, tak tau dia mabok means sakit gastric due too puasa agaknya, so yeah she keep vomiting, haiyak!
lepas satu satu, ujian yang betool diuji. (apalah nasib)
Sunday :
really dun want to talk about sunday. seriously no mood to talk about sunday, a worse day happpened.
my eyes swollen, really2 i hate it. (Lagi satu ujian yang diberi-Nya)
Today :
yahoooooray!
bettterr day wanna know why :),
im off ! best mommy at home, and buka puasa kita makan together.
Tawu ape kita makan, MEE WANTON! k favourite. :) slurp!
Mommy cook for me mee wanton as that my favourite dish.
Having mommy by my side is de best thing :). Mommy saw me cried like hell yesterday.
Mommy tell me you are a big girl now, dun ever played guys feeling, dun bring hope on them, dun put hope too. Mommy trust you too take care of yourself okay.
Sooooo leger bila my problems bilang katt mommy.
Yes i miss him :( wat to do i break his heart. I know .
Assalamualaikum :)
No Longer. .
Today is Monday, haish when is friday cominggg, i need Friday :)
Readers, I no longer with Nizam aka Romey. Dun salah kan him, my fault im a bad gf.
I've played his feeling. Gosh! I know im bad, seriously im very bad gf, haish.
I dun know how to apologise to Nizam, But seriously dari tulus ikhlas Feral Minta Maaf.
Feral betol2 mintak maaf. ive been crying since Friday. Imagine the swollen of my eyes cant compare to the nizam hearts i played. i have no intention and forgive me baby for played ur heart, i have reasons.
im very bad gf. Yes now i single, i deserve this actually. I do MISS his msg, morning call, his wherever msg he is, really2 miss him. Forever and ever, I will always love you eventot hard for you to believe me. :(
Once again im sorry. :'(
Tuesday, August 25, 2009.
I have been coughing blood and nose bleed. :"(
why eveything must come at once?
why is my nose bleed whenever i in cold,
and i jus spit a cough of blood.
its really hurting me and really hurting me .
i scared, seriously :(
jus now at work one customer approach me, miss your nose bleed
and at the bank i spit cough of blood,
i dun know batal tk puasa nya ; sumpah saya takot
p/s: I need him.
Seriously actually when i was coughing with you badly, i batok dara i quickly wipe away while yu camwhoring. Love you very mych.
ANYBODY EVER ENCOUNTER , ABOUT DIS ?
why must be me ; and happened to me , i suffered enough !
Asalaimualaikum.
Labels: Cough Blood Hard To Breath all happen in month of Ramadhan ., Nose Bleed
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Blog Readers,
Today was the sad ending story but i think i make the right decisions people,but yet i feeling like crying i want my tears to let go, all i need is him.HIM , HIM & HIM. well letting you go is de hardest thing, seriously but im sorry. :'( oh gosh i feel so bad seriously. I cry infront of him , held his hand and had de last kiss on the cheeks, tell him to take care of yourself && i walk away, *tears rolling from my eyes* Tuhan, kenapa aku nangis kalau nie sudah keputusan aku bikin ? I too loving him , too sayang him , too hard to let you go bby, oh gosh, why ?
apakah nie takdir ? atau tiada jodoh ?
ku hanya mampu berkata2, tapi tuhan saja yang tawu mcm mana perasaan aku.
I CANNOT DENY I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, TOO MUCH BABY
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To, Aini yang perna ku anggap sebagai keluarga aku, tempat aku luarkan everything, aku betol betol sedih, terlalu da teramat sedih, kalau lah aku kawan buruk pada kau yang kau cakap tikam aku dari belakang
siapa yang tikam siapa?
Kalau aku tk cukup kenal kau, kau cukup kenal aku ?
Its just that i too hurt sseriously, you have your own path now i have my own path too.
Jangan perna cari aku lagee kerna aku kawan yang tikam kau dari belakang, tak sangka kau tudoh aku tikam kau dari belakang,? tau tak ape maksod nya tikam dari belakang,
gan lagi nie kau kata friendship, so jadi selama nie aku gan kau bukan kawan baik dan rapat??
Ingat aku tk cemburu kalau kau da ade tempat nak berpaling aku tk kuasa nak ambik tahu ape terjadi kau dgn joe.
Aku cuma tolong dia utk dia gan kau berjumpa,aku buat pasal joe mati2 nak jumpa kau dan nak bboal dengan kau tapi perangai kau terlalu hais bagi aku.
aku menolong org bukan kerna simpati, aku tolong kerana aku tolong orang dgn ikhlas. Kalau kau tak suka , tak payah call aku dan berkata kasar dengan aku.
K kau da minta maaf. Aku da maaf kan kau, tapi sekarang kau kata aku tikam kau dari belakang.?
Akhir kata kau jaga diri kau baik2 , i always here to pray for you. Kalau betol2 kau nak pertolongan,
aku always here be there for you.
Take care !
Salam Ramadhan :)
Asalaimualaikum:)
Monday, August 24, 2009.
MY TEARS ROLLING DOWN FROM MY EYES;
DIS IS DE WAY YOU TREAT ME ? :'(
i waited for you to come home atleast call me, as i can hear ur voice more u just heck care.
are you really home ?
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This post specially dedicate to my boyfriend Nizamuddin.
Bbay as you can see, why i doing all dis;
Remember the first meeting up you wearing yellow, follow by black you fetch me at GW, go my friend house send shop key at BB. That was the first time we spent time together :). You know i know aite bbay.
The third picture, that picture i like but i dun like the incident whereby we had a quarell regarding about the ring, the few days later, i went too Segar to settle thing up with you and that the first time i saw yu cry and my first time meet Izzul,that the 4th pic.
The want that my favourite pic was a very memoriable for me, you came all da way from work too surprise me eventot its not strike 12am, but you are with me on midnight, and that was my fav pic taken on 22 July, where we both wearing purple.
The wannt i wearing skirt is where i really miss you so much, go to PS jus to met you . While you and izzul watching movie.And manage to see you. :)
The pic i was wearing pink, was de first time i surprise you i go to Segar jus to see you.Eventot i sick, i kuatkan diri i meet you.But i dun know where to alight , i really need to call you.
That was my first time surprise to surprise you.
Actually there alot of pic we spent time together but all with my bbby.
Still remember, we had our first date outing went to popeye and makan in da end my mash potato dun have. =(
Hahaha, this picture u sanggop tahan diri tknak makan nak buy for me popeyes and mash potato but its still out of stock , hahahaha and its so sweet of you to come down and surprise me at work and its was raining and forgive me for my attitude that day. Really irratating i know.
Alot of mermories between you and me eventot its just 1 month plus, alot of thing we went tru together.All thing i had with you not a single time i lupa you.tidak perna.
Wherever you at now remember i heart you so much very much , but if you think hati i da berpaling dekat orang laiin dan rela lepaskan i pergi, tiada ape yanng harus saya ungkap.
Kenangan kau dan aku akan selalu terpahat dihati ku.
Ku menhargai kau dari waktu perkenalan hingga hari ini.
Dimana kamu, aku disini menunggu panggilan mu , oh sayang..
Hug.kisses.hug.kisses.
Asalaimualaikum :)
Sunday, August 23, 2009.
Allhamdulilah :)
1 hari feral puasa, yeah; insyallah kalau Dia menerima nya.
Yeah mommy today cook ayam masak lemah cili padi; fuhhhhhh best ,enak sungguh bersyukur!
Kakak buy alot of kueh; ampan balik,epok-epok sardine, kuih lapis, kuih yang trianngle atas coconut ape tu ehk lupa ! *thinking hard ??* and i ask kakak buy for me air katira but green colour! but dun have kakak jus bought 1 big packet air katira vanilla ; Yummy la overallll ,
Next Sunday if i off, i sooo gonna buka with my family! bbybf nak ikot?? :)
Tommorrow i gonna break fast at work as i working; ok this part boring as i need to work with ros, beli cemel2 je lah takya makan banyak balik mesti mommy cook!
Till Here.
hug.kisses.hug.kisses
huhu, mommy nagging with me kerja dulu jangan nak ada boyfriend , kalau boleh sambong study. Cari lelaki yang da stable nya. Hee, mommy so cute, now watching tv with mommy tgk cerita ape nie pasal president , mommy da tgk tv penuh feelll ! :) Sayang mommy !
Assalaimualaikum :)
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Anyway as you can see my blog, ALL PURPLE , yeah! i soooo jus in love with purple since im teenager :)
;that so my colour ! any comment tag okay darling, anyway i never copyrighted anyone, i make myself after yesterday sahur cannot sleep .
hug.kisses.hug.kisses
Asalaimualaikum :)
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Afternooon! :)
Yeah today feral off, rotting at home yahooo! i so tired for the long worrking hours ; teriible la but what to do hidop untok makan, makan untok hidop. =) Mommy da start cooking, i dun know what she gonna cook for buka puasa nanti, just wait and smell the dish from dapur Feral, batal puasa nya :))
Hmm daddy, yeah he got home beli ape kat PRIME ? tk tau *bahu angkat*
Actually today my first day of puasa tau , kalau awak awak semua nak tahu , nape smlm tk puasa cause i havent mandi betolbetol mandi; you get what i mean ? :)) hee!
Yesterday, i work and yeah stay up late. till 1030 am, bbybf call outlet, haityoo bbybf never trust me ar you?
kK bbygf tawu kamu worried, tapi you know hows my job rite, yeah rotting with de stocks ! like never ending, need to wait for the world ending that everything end, but when dis thing stock card wanna end ??
What happened yesterday? nak tawu, nak tawu??
i got a lashing nagging with fiona, fiona never scold advice me why i've change, no dear saya tetap sama ngak perna berubah, cuma feral too boring working like who i wanna talk too, de mannequin bodoh ? hahaha no head somemore; seram ! *geriiiiiii* but, but fiona tell me in all staff i de hardworking *eyebrow up* but she say me getting slack each days :) but i manage to aim my sales for thousand yesterday ! apelagi suka ar abeh !
working alone = thousand sales whoo, superwoman gogogo!
Than was walking back off home , terserempak aini and ira :)) kay ira lama tak jumpa kangen!
yok buka sama2. Mcm mad woman ( from superwoman to mad woman gogogogo! ) hug and kisses dem,
and yeah quite idk de feeling is like , aini with ira and two mats ? wth aini with dem, idm u gg out with who ? but ntahlaa aini you choose this path, i here to support you alrite babe! jus ansure u know how to take care of yourself :)
Lastly back home, makan mommy cook rendang yesterday ! yummy !shower up betolbetoll mandi and now puasa waiting for azan manghrib!
Anyways, Joe goodluck to you and Ira .
Sorry ye tak dapat buka together tknak kacao daun, hope you and ira getting along together :).
Bbybf yeah i know otw to work bby, ayah bby kangen sama ayyah sangat sangat teramat teramat i repeat ehk i cinta you dan rindu you tapi nak dekat 3 hari kita tak jumpa :(( sedih nya.
K end here !
hug.kisses.hug.kisses.
Asalaimualaikum !
Bestfriend Kau telah Berubah. . . Saturday, August 22, 2009.
Aini;
Kau tak sepreti dulu lagee, i dun hold any grudge on you dear, but its just that i can accept that you change and leave Juhairi like that: dikau tak seperti dulu lagee.
;If you hate him in anywise, dun treat him that way as i know you are not like that , and i know you kip all that hidden feeling inside and jus dunwant to let people know, dear you wanna lies to other can; but to me no, you cant you try but you cant as i know you too much dear;
Fyi dear, Joe come to my shop several days and he really need someone to talk about,he so dissapointed in your behaviour now; ingat tak siapa yang menukar kan you jadi begini hari; who always pick yu up when you fall, hold always hold on tight to your hand and
will never let you down;
who always be beside you when your mak busu and pak busu layan you mcm orang luar; WHO DEAR; ?
its so dissapointed you left him because of your ego; he really heart you so much aini!
You ever once told me dear that
; aku nak susah sekaarang, tknak susah nanti;
why you listen to some friends influence on you hunney? why? isit beacuse the bro ever get together with your closer friends and you trust her words, see what happening to her too, yeah i know you have no feeling towards joe but, the time he wanted to pick you up he was so happy; and msg me
"aku tak sabar seh jumpa dia, rindu dia sangat2"
you know i tell him whatever happen jus accept,
do u know how miserable was he when you jus let go of him ,
Do you know how sorow was he when he found you get to know another guy,
Do you know how much pain he went tru to search all our friends?
YES I PLAN IT ALL;
as i want to see both of you happy again and smile, but ur attitude is damn irratating, you call like no manners; excive like hey, please respect me if i one of your friends, i so damn pissed off with you ! WTH while i trying my best to help Joe u scold me like hell?
Yioou disrespect me for what i respect you, since you get what you want now, go ahead with your new life, dun forget me and i wll never forget you 9 years of friendship with ya, is still standing strong but you hurt me again and again.
You have what you want, go and happy with the want you want;
you wanna clubbing, drinking
and yeah wanna have freedom may you live happily with your freedom while i here always pray for you! Yeah happy for you to that you get to know another guy and ditch Joe.
p/s: Jangan pernah meninggalkan seseorang yang mencintai kita bila seseorang kita tidak mencintai lagee, kerna ia akan terjadi pada kita satu hari juga.
Take care sweetheart <3
love you heart you!
Assalaimualaikum :)
Labels: Kau tak seperti dulu lagee
BACK! .
AssalaImualaikum, Lama Feral tk update :
wooohooo!
what happened recently to me ;
- Too busy at work, come home late *August is just nott my month*
- Spend time with my dearest *when last i meet you bbybf ??*
- Out with my best guys and ladyees! (picture upload soon!) on 16 August!
- My knee dislocated; actually is not disloacted , it was hit at some besi kat storeroom and its swollen like hell; 3Days mc, but still go to work; 14 August!
- qurell with my mommy; haiyo ! leceh sia nie mak-mak , ape mereka saya pun tidak tahu!
- Too busy with life, personal and families! <3
- LOST MY VOICE LIKE SUARA KATAK! TAK CAYE TANYE LA MEREKA YANG PERNA MENDENGAR NYA! LIKE CBCBCCBCBCB KAN!
Yeah , Salam Ramadhan To Everyone!
Dis month of ramadhan, k boys and girl, ladyees and guys please play safe!Kuat kan segalanya; hahahaha wweeweee! :) Banyak kan minum air sejuk bila sahur, dan jangan la tido bila puasa tak bagos; tu pemalas! Banyak kan ibadah bulan nie bulan yang istimewa bagi kita seemua islam! fuhhh, talk like want real only,nono, its advice okay all.
De best month to ask forgiveness; pada lelaki kalau awak tak puasa tak tau la ape kan , pada yang wanita biasa2 la 1 minggu mesti ade OFF :) !now pakaian cannot revealing too much sape yang tk boleh puasa dan saya tak tahu mengapa; hormat la orang yang berpuasa, siape yang merokok kurang kan la! YEAH! good for your health, good for our environment; I cutting down ok;KO! CANNOT~ susah shiiool!
Yang couple alah mcm tak tau2 je, pandai2 korang k;
*ME TOO :)) blueks*
K hop in and bbloogging ! soon! ~~ weee
Peace upon to you all islam; SALAM RAMADHAN!
assalaimualaikum! :)
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A night to remember ! Monday, August 10, 2009.
Sorry fer private the blog dis few days,
anwwell my hair is black momma !
due to my mom ar! sial tol, idk this few day she get agitated isit PMS ! wth!? i get scolded fer coming home late ya around 5am, but hello mamii i nak enjoy~!
till i scold her, diam ar tua!
im sorry mommy, i love you!
I HAVE GREAT TIMES YESTERDAY !
:DD
to whom it may concern, thanks!
(sorry ya bf to left you out, but still i have outside lyfe too , fergive me aite ! )
I MISS THE NAMES BELOW!
*BBYBF
*HENNY
*EMILY
*YUSNEE!
*BESTIE (AINI)
*BESTIE (RIDZWAN)
*SHAFIQ
*SYQUL
*MY BEUTIFULPARTY GORGEOUS LADY, BILA NAK LAGEE!
LASTLY!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHANTINI!
PARTY TIME LOVE!
peace upon to u all islam, bye2 kafiran!
Labels: A night to remember
How Long Should I Take It ? Friday, August 7, 2009.
Aku ingin kan gembiraan dalam satu hubungan,
tapi hari demi hari kau tudoh aku,
kau tau betapa cinta aku ini pada mu,
ade perna kau mengerti perasaan aku. ?
kenapa? Aku tk dapat rasa kan cinta mu pada ku...
Kenapa kau tk perna menghargai aku sayang,
Apa yang harus aku lakukan , Untok mu percayai aku..
Mana pergi ketawa mesra kita ?
Ayah, right in front of dis comp i typing and im crying ..
why ? what more should i do to prove to you ..
Do you deserve my love with all de sacrifices ive make ?
Do i deserve you ?
Do you really happy with me ?
i tired too tired..
Please ...
For once appreciate me in your life.
Biarla Ku Simpan Dikau Dalam Kenangan. .
Telah ku cuba untuk menahan tapi tak ku duga ku melepaskan,
Aku menyintai mu sebelom dia, dan teramat menyintai mu.
Detik demi detik dia mencuri hatiku,
segenap kembali bisikan aku dan dia ku terkenang kan dirimu jauh disana.
Sayang, Bukan nya sehari dua percintaan kita ini janji pun sudah dipatri,
sayang jangan ikot perasaan marah jangan disimpan ku hanya ingin menduga dan kini aku tau,
satu kekasih mu hanyala mu.
Labels: Hanyala kau yang ku cinta
Survey ! Wednesday, August 5, 2009.
1) Are you sinqle or attached ?
Ans : Attached .
2) Do you have a person you like ?
Ans : mestila my nizamTop.
3)What is the name of your person you in love with ?
Ans : My percious Nizamuddin.
4)If the person you in love and your mother dropped into the sea , who will you save?
Ans : Of course my mother
5)Have you hug someone before ?
Ans : Obviously laaaa !
6)Do you love your parents ?
Ans : mother only, no longer have dad.
7)Will you hug the want you love ?
Ans : of cause, titely and now miss it.
8)Are you willinq to do anythinq for your boyf/girlf ?
Ans : yup, i will do it with all iikhlas.
9)Are you jealous now ?
Ans : No, i dun think so my bby faithful. (:
10)Who is the last person who msq you ?
Ans : BBYBF!
11)Who is your clique ?
Ans : My Marina Square Kaki-s
12)Do you want babies in future ?
Ans : Kalo da nikah , aah la !
13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
Ans : Most is LJS (: yum yum
14)Do you sniff glue ?
Ans : NO! nak mampos !
15)Do you smoke ?
Ans : NO !ya cutting down..
16)If your boyf /girlf play 2 timer behind you , what will you do ?
Ans : ever, but everybody desrve a second chance Rite ?
17)If you rich , what will you do ?
Ans : Buy all the stuff whatever i want .
18)If the love wants held your hand , what will you do ?
Ans : i will feel the warmth of de hand comforting me.
19)If the want you in love , reject you , what will you do ?
Ans : As what i know, lyfe must move on (: think positive.
20)What is your favourite character ?
Ans : Myself.Love myself (:
21)Friendship or love ?
Ans : both !
22)Cookie monster or elmo ?
Ans : Cookie Monster!
23)Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans : Laptop .
24)Do you like lollipop ?
Ans : Used too .
25)Do you have a diary ?
Ans : blog, is dat consider diary ?
26)there an admirer and wont die heart , what will you do ?
Ans :Let me think abt it aye .
27)If you quarrel wit your boyf / girlf , and ask for a break up , what will you do ?
Ans : There must be a reason rite fer a break up ?.
28)Are you blur ?
Ans : No but clumsy, haha .
29)If you can have your hair dye , what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans : Dye already brown, !
30)Who is the last person you chatted with
Ans : Afian.
31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
Ans : isk , tk perna, saya goodgirl (:.
32)If you boyf / girlf do not love you anymore , what will you do ?
Ans : I wont be bother as i know outside dere is still sumone loving me (:
33)What school are you in ?
Ans :Da graduate Makcyk, now werking women'secret. (:
34)Taq 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz ?
Ans : 1)NizamHubby.
2)BFF Nuraini.
3)TiamorAilynn
3)Vanessa
4)Dirastar
5)Adieq Pampered
6)PuteriBintang
7)Fyna Rascals
8)Nurul Cutestuff
9)Tasha Jade
10)Eena Shawty .
Tuesday, August 4, 2009.
Sayang, for da past one month, this jus da beginning of our love, wer our up and down tru de road is really bad full with hiccups, as what i say so is de beginning of our love journey, we start as stranger as a friend and as a special ones. We just cant deny i need you, you need me. Special moment, special touch , special mermories is always been kept with me. BBYBF i know that i not a good girlfriend to you, to let you know u light my sunshine in da morning, you make my dreams full with star, loving you and will always do. Love ya ayah :) Meeq up Soon AYE !
Labels: A love journey has just begun.
so dumb~ Monday, August 3, 2009.
I FEEL SO STUPID TODAY! DUN KNOW WHY!
ONLY IRA KNOW! IRA TOLONG I, HAHAHAHAHA! IM SO DUMB!
I LOVE MY BBYBF! 2 MORE DAYS 1 MONTHSARY ~~WOHHOOOOO!
i nak belikan dia~~~~~~~~ adalah!
:D
love you kay! dun tink i dun LOVE YOU !
BUT I DO!
&&&& bbybf you look handsome without those piercing! as i admire you alot !
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