B O R I N G ! Sunday, May 31, 2009.
TODAY I'M BORED , STAYING AT HOME SPEND TIME WITH LAPPY & TV.SICK =(
anyway here i wanna wish dis both couplet Congratulations on ur Weddings.Eventot i unable attend ur guys wedding here i wanna wish you guys:
"Congratulations on your Weddings, Farhan (Ito) and Aisyah (ICE).Semoga Berbahagia , saling mengerti antara satu sama lain dan Dikurniakan Cahaya Mata :D Will always pray for yu guys Both"
(actually dey are not close to me but our relation that Ito is my abang-ipar nya adik and Aisyah is de girlfriends, so i just wishing you guys all de best aite!)
anyway , eventot i lonely at home ! but there always someone accompany me tru da phone =) and that is Ridzwan and Apit Mentel =). I jus plain lazy to go out (!) :P,Tiring okay !
To my bestfriend Ridzwan Good luck for you Tp Class 3 tommorrow !
i gonna surprise hym, fail or pass i always be there for you Bfs =), I;m always by you !
K stop da kau baca jgn nak over ehk !
To Apit Mentel i dun mean to lie okay mangkok ! Haiyoh , you are going back in da camp who gonna make me laugh tru de phone! :P take care cause i care! & dun ask why !! =)
K 16 more days to Bestfriends Birthday (!) =)
D O Y O U K N O W I C A R E F O R Y O U ?? .
FRIDAY :
-quarell with ridzwan (!)
-end up okay again (!)
-went to town around 10.30 pm .
-He bought ticket at 1.50 am show that call ANGEL & DEMOM (!)
-Before eat at Kopitiam Near SAM musuem (!)
-Movie show was about 2hrs, ended up at home around 530 am(!)
-Cant sleep reply all testi at Fs and Tag (!)
SATURDAY :
-Slp at 10 am Wake up at 2pm = 4 Hr slp onie (!)
-i Cry like hell coz i miss my DAD =(
-I dun wanna bear da pain anymore Allah. I dun wanna get hurt or jealous.
-Msg That sumone how is he ? he broke up with Her gf (!) Happy yet sad, idk what de gfs wants as he such a lovey-dovey guy (!) I Know he is ! =) Cheer up kay friends (!)
-Msg gfs All busy, Fad baby-sitting Aini working , Yaya with boyfie and Suhana darls msg me but he with boyfie too (!)
-So msg Idz, he say meeq up at Outram. & I late again. 20mins (Queen late )
-Went Vivo, confess everything what should i say and yup i still hasnt give any answer .
-Walk around Toy r us , bought a jigsaw puzzle :P (any problem i like okey )
-den wen to eat at KFC ,after dat went straight home (!) Take train
-I miss all my girlfriends . =) i'. proud to have eu ladyees with me.
Name(S) :
Fiona,Henny,Rostiena,Ayu,Lela,Linda,Sabrina,Atikah,Kalies,Ika,Yusnee,Ct,Yoshii,
Melina,Hema,Srii,Liang Peng,Stephanie,
seriously i have been missing you guys lately, if i need to mention all i think too alot too mention.
&&&&
the most thinng my friends tru FS (!)
That its under Sweet Navigations (!)
Swear I love eu all (!)
Apit, Get well soon kay ! (u nie da sakit2 pun nak gi tournament bola, ur deg is 42.0.Okay !)
Syqul, I tak bermaksod nak main kan perasaan you . I memang suka kan you tapi anyway happy 3 months friendship okay syqul.
To de guy dat letter S, i'm sorry to hear you and ur girl break up, inside me i'm happy but i'm sad with dat happiness i have do you know that i care for you.Do you ever concern about my feelings, Why must be you that i have dis feelings and ya ~~. Haiz (!)
You know i always here by yoou, but yu keep talking of HER , did you ever appreciate my side ?
Did you ??=(
Update Soon (!)
Have a great weekends Handsome Girlfriends And Pretty Boyfriends (!) (!)
B E E N SO LONG ! Friday, May 29, 2009.
This pass few day i have been busy with my lyfe.
Busy withs works, lots of think to tell about. :D
Busy with family and Ridzwan .
WELL guys idk i just not too sure to accept him back and i scared to feel de broken again.
Once again of betrayed.Once again been played.Once again to get broken !
I have been reading that someone blog, and if u are reading this
i jus wanna let you know that please be strong and please dun ever call urself as a JACKASS
you promise u be happy with her and dats why i backing away,
when you are sad i feel that can i accompany you ?
can i cheer u up once again ?
can i hear dat charming talking of you ?
can u please du call urself as a loser jus because of sumone ?
can i be there for eu ?
i have been reading your blog in silents, as i admit my feeling for eu is still kept and its unbelievable and unpredictable.
When de first time you wrote you love FERALYNA NATASHA i was like so happy (!)
but when you told me you cant love me for now , i have been crying and needed someone.
and u told me u werent in love with anyone for now but de truth is u are back with her .
U know how much it hurts me ? its totally hurt me inside.so hurt dear .
I wish i can be there when you are downs, eventot when you are happy u will forget me and happy with her =(
You will think that all i say is are u sure ?
Yes i very sure, if i not sure dis feeling of me towards you have long shattered .
To Syqul , what i can say is i'm sorry , please forgive me =(
To ApitMentel, Its was nyce talking with eu mentel (!) dis voice of apit is so damn mentel and very the matreps humorous guys but it was nyce talking with yu otp. heee.SELAMAT MAJU DALAM HUTAN K BOY (!)
To RidzwanBFs, thanks for everything,EVERYTHING :) you make me laugh once again eventot for once you ever hurt me deeply (!)
To ThatBoy I talking about , A little hope i have with me is too read those msg . I miss you (!)
W H A T A R E W E N O W ? Sunday, May 24, 2009.
HeY diary online !
Friday, i went out with Idz, we already plan from thursday he taking me to eat
POYPEYES & WATCH NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM 2!
As usual , he fetch me from home (gentlemen : P) than after he fetch me he siad that
naik 190 from CCK, than i say for what??
HE replied " NAK TUKAR SELERA "
as usual we always take bus number 77 from BB interchange straight to SUNTEC !
but i say to him dun want ar, as usual je and idk why he wanna take at CCK !
SO in da bus we discuss go makan first or buy tix, then we decide buy tix takot nanti !
SOLD OUT !
hahahahak , arrived da confident nak buy at 11.20 but GUESS WHAT !
ITS FULL ! walaowei ! mad sia , den got another at 12.20 pm,
ITS FULL ! walaowei ! mad sia , den got another at 12.20 pm,
naq tak nak just grab it the couple seat ^____^, his treat as usuaAL !
Bought the TIX , we get
THE GRAND CATHAY ROOM ! WOOOOOHOOOOO !
Then we walk to POPEYES AT FLYER !
and i cant wait to grab eat at popeyes! MANY of my gfs say its nyce and should try !
LAGII2 HENNY, ti yu nak gi makan sana BUY the MASH POTATO .
K sampai
Get a seat , den i Get de combo 1 . he get he Combo 2.
Get a seat , den i Get de combo 1 . he get he Combo 2.
COMBO contains (chicken, fries , Biscuit and drink s0 Bought Side Order MASH POTATO !
and its TRUE !
its bloody nyce !!
its bloody nyce !!
very nyce!!
SO DAMN NYCEE !!
Gedekbak,gedekbu after makan chill at flyer
talk about all stuffs *tk perlu nak tau sgt lar ek*
talk about all stuffs *tk perlu nak tau sgt lar ek*
den move back to CATHAY ARD 10.15
we still have 2 Hours to go
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAK
chil around SMU, TGK org skate den proceed to CATHAY !
smoke de wen in Buy popcorn,
ONE THHING ABOUT ME WHENEVER I SEE A MOVIE NO POPCORN I FEEL
LIKE NOT WATCHING ANY MOVIE ! :) YA THATS ME !
go back take NR at CAPITOL and as usual NR6 arrived first
and as usual he let it go wait for my NR8 ..sweet kan thanks idz ^____^
get home ard 4am. den NGOROK DEH ! :p
SATURDAY WAS DE MOST FARKING DEY I GET !
SHORT AND SIMPLE
family left me early in da afternnon as i sleeping like a log due arrived home late !
BLOODY IDIOT SIA, so mad dey go makan at lau pat sat without asking me to tag along, and dey went to vivo ! so sad , idk maybe dey did wake me up and i was like dun bother
but i was sad left alone !
and de other sad thing, I FIGHT WITH BESTFRIENDS
idk how to describe here diary ! wow i'm know i saad
I juus wanna ask one what are we now?
i NEED TO GO ! IDZ OUTSIDE MY HOUSE, SEE ANOTHER SURPRISE AGAIN
WHAT IS IT NOW.?
^_________^
yesterday i wad updating my online diary , sudeenly !
IDZ CALL AND suprise me can u please step out from ur house i at ur door step,
i was like so WTH ?? and BLUR !
he came surprise me to apologise was what he did yesterday we really had a bad quarell yesterday ! as bla, bla, bla
back to dis ! he bought for me something a dress in pink colour, and treat me makan.
IS DIS HOW GUYS WENT DEY DO MISTAKE DEY REPENT ITS DIS WAY, I JUS DUN GET IT ! WHY GUYS ARE SO FUCKING EGOISTIC THINKIN ABOUT DEMSELF !
SEE YOU ONLINE DIARY, I NEED TO GO
and upload pic that taken on friday outings.
UPDATE SOON !
Wednesday, May 20, 2009.
Hey blogger, sorry i have not been updating my blog as i busy with some events,
i dun know even tot i busy with things my mind keep thinking of hym, not idz but him..
i dun know , if u are reading my blog, every single night i have been thinking of u reading those little msg and hoping the morning msg u always given me.
A little hope i have for me, i cant hate eu coz i fallen for eu.Awak semoga die akan membahagia kan awak kalau awak memilih dia daripada saya.Biar saya broken-hearted, asal awak bahagia.
On friday- around 3pm idz fetch me from home, than he bringing me to jamming studio at yishun ! i like dis slogan 'Ur Music is our Business' cool kan !they was like jamming for 1 hr 15 mins i guess, and dey jamming dis song kikapoo<-- i guess dis song maybe :D and then after that met 2 new friends, haslam and matt while idz de drummer, haslam gf is de vocalist but she cant make it, asking me to be de vocalist but i dun know what song dey playing,~~k after from jamming we smoke and we gone split ways, me and idz was like tot gg town watch mid-night movie but idz suggest why not karaoke, den ok Go ~~ Karaoke* ! even tot jus me and hym, but our voice like more den two(S) hahahahahk !Dangdut night~~like hell we sing ! arrived home at 330am, i take NR8 OKAY~~taxi waste $$$$.
Saturday-Idz friends nash birthday , dey both quite close.Idz ask me to tag along den i was like so damn tired i told him why not u go first i meet u later and i was sleeeping like log, idz call i cant ever hear da ringtone guess my missed call total 9. den after dat i was wake up at 7pm hahahaha ! sorry idz ya! Den i told him meet me around town area at 815pm, otw fad called
Fad-"kau kat mana??"
me-"otw jumpa kawan aku kat town"
Fad-"bih buat pe??"
me-"maybe gi tgk wayang sal??"
Fad-"tak aku gan abg sedara nya addy gan girlfriend dia kat ct hall,nak thoun??"
me-"tgk ar kau kat which part??"
Fad-"kat cityhall ,esplanade."
me-"kay ti aku pape aku call.."
Den after that i meet idz, i told idz fad wanna meet me , den he ask me fad mana , fadira la deng ! my schmate ! den he say for what, i told u not to mix with her right, den i tell him in a high tone "u have no right to control who or with who i friend with" .
den i put a glum face ,i wanna call fad but den my batt low. && i forget her number.Sorry babe !
den i was just lepak with him tru our favourite place. :D
next day on sunday before went home we go and grab a bite tot of go to seah im.
But then wen we arrived at seah im, it closed la sia "SPRING CLEANING" ppunya la bingit !
den after dat i jus dun want eat fast food coz i soo sick & tired !
den i told idz i nak makan mee soto, den he say ape kata we go to TPRS, den i say yeah !!
i hungry already ~!
arrived find seat idz buy for me mee soto, himself nasi ayam penyet and our 2 bandungs!
den as usual idz send me home. around 3pm reach home, mama was nagging with me , wer u go la, ape lah nie la, i make a deaf on my ear ,go straight to bed ! so sleepy,
Den wake up at 630pm , my lil vain girl wake me up
"Mak su bangon da maghrib" den i say ar okok !
Monday was like boring too me, i slept till 12pm wake up bath.
den idz call tk kluar den i say nope.
den he just said okay.WTH, ~ingat nak ajak keluar ape la!.
was jus playing de net all.Suddenly around 4pm received call from idz, idz said dat come out from your house, den i say for what, den say just come out.
& it was like so shock he was like outside my house and bought for me food and he know i starving !~~~aww, so sweet of you idz. :),
Den idz stay at my house till 6 as he promise his mom he need to be back by 8. Follow her mommy go cold storage ! MOMMY BOY BETOL ~!
and dats all ! even tot i NOT working but i still tutoring kids, anywant need tutor call me up or tag at my blog :D
PS: i hope you are really happy with her,by hoping dis heart got shattered and tears fallen off, i jus wanna yoou be happy with de decision u make.I have change my msn addy . If u free jus msg me aite ! take care coz i care :(
***picture will be upload soon !!!***
Friday, May 15, 2009.
Yesterday i totally had much fun, even tot jamming was cancel due to haslam sleep like log!den we wen to Suntec City, eat AYAM PANGGANG ! i jus dun know dis ayam panggang oh my god is really2 nice! i'm addicted to it!!after eating right we take pic in Idz handphone, Ok let the pic tell you!
After makan we go smoke,
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Hahahaha, de 2nd pic of me make laugh out ! Idz still keep i candid my nose like pig hahahha, he like to kip all those candid photo as he say that always be my favourite! WEIRD, later i got interview , den after interview ard 2 meet up with IDZ ,haslam said that jamming at 3 at potong pasir den after jamming, going karoake ! wooohoooo i wannna sing like nobody business! hahaha,
k , till here! wish me luck for my interview :D
Lots Of Loves, Feralyna Natasha !
xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
byebyebyebyebyebye!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd
Ps: Days by day gone, i gonna forgotten aboutt eu, but i will never forget de way yu talk whereby its is ful with lies!
Thursday, May 14, 2009.
HELLO SUNSHINE !morning!
wah dis fews day i have been waking up so early !
wooo~ anak dara tkle bangon lambat ! :P
wooo~ anak dara tkle bangon lambat ! :P
wakakakaka !
k update about yesterday , wake at 6am, mandi semua gi makan breakfast gan lil girl iqah kat macdonald, ard 7.15 mkn go hme at 8..den got hme play lappy check dis and dat, oh btw i have no time to check on eu sucker ! i will never check on you again ! if yu wanna check on me go ahead, coz i will show eu i leadin a better lyfe with my family k sucker damn motherfucker biatch!~hahahahak!
k foget about dat SUCKER ! hmm, around 850am nenek call, nenek tanye 'kau datang tk nanti , den i say yes! :D i told nenek around 12 or 1 i'll be dere , hahahahak guess wat i arrived at 5, due to my late dere some problem go on at hme, MY 2 LIL VAIN KIDS hilang 4 20mins, we like so shock WTF dis 2 kids go, ask dem to buy Coke and green tea, take about 20 mins ?? *worried !*
Idz came, i ask idz 'abang gan iqah dari tadi lom balik, diaorg gi beli air' k idz was like so worry already den idz went down look for dem, i tag along with him.We went down ask de uncle u got saw two kids buy coke and green teas, uncle say ya ya go up already , wah finally release sia !
den i headed up, my sis say 'mane diaorg??' den i was like WTH !uncle say just now went up,
u know how much i worried, my area full with YP and GANGSTER WANNABE lar kan (dere no gangster in singapore & i jus dun like YP and GW !dey like so posers !get me ! i just scared dey knock down by cars or wat la *choy* !
i suddenly tink of a girl nonoi who lost and found dead ! den idz walk quickly down , and saw dem run to dem, i feel like giving dem one tight slap !
SHOP was just downstair , why must dey go so far till need to cross!I dun wanna talk more i leave it to my sis and let her settle with dem !
Grab my bags and went out , around 345, take mrt from gombak to paya lebar, imagine how far !
arrived at nenek house at 450pm.I ask idz to wait downstair lar tk manis gitu kan.Naik nenek pun ga siap2 nak gi syarahan, den i take pic with my small lil cousin Nurin !
So naughty ! and i take pic with nenek ! :D
Nurin (gigi bogey!)
Me & Nurin !
The Nenek & Cucu( nenek tknak senyum sal nenek gigi pun bogey!) :D
Den nenek pun nak gi surau, me and idz antar nenek gi surau, take cab turun outside only lar i walk open sia ! after that we dun know wer to go idz tot nak tgk Night at the Museum 2,uncle its 21 may nor 12 may!Uncle,Uncle hahahahak !
Take bus 135 straight to AMK ! arriving crowded sia like one kind! Interchange,mall, fast food and included bus stop like OMG !U KNOW u watch football at national stadium dats de way ar !we dun know why ? we was thinking to watch star trek den uncle tk minat , BORING ! :D jalan2 buy my powder silky girl,facial wash and some muffins, we take bus 63 to sengkang ~ arrrrggg crowded !~get in lane but never take de first bus q take de 2nd bus, dun know ar i KIASU one end to other end of coz la i want to seat ! Board the bus,sit right at the behind, inside the bus we take picture ! :D
Proceed sengkan makan BK ! den go home , idz kasi duit 25 bucks taxi as he look at me i weak already !
sweet kan dia ! :D K, later i gg out with him again nak ajak aku gi jamming ! :D
Lost of Love Feralllllll,
xoxoxoxoxox!
Update soon!
Ps: I hate eu sucker damn fucker ! :D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009.
what happened to me ? why i so let down beacuse of dat dog !
i need someone to hug & cry on,
i need someone to hug & cry on,
i know i let idz down,
Its crazy rite to hurt someone who love eu and care for eu ,
&& its much more crazier to think of someone that fuckingly hurt eu!
I did not take my med for 2 days and i feel so weak, de pain that hurt me, de LB on my body is really killing me,really killing me, why must yu do dis to me ? wow i still remember what yu say, nah~ i dun wanna mention it.if i mention it , its really bring me tears as i appreciate de love but wen i think about its its full of bullshit dude, BULLSHIT LIKE EU !
why,why ?? before i found idz i found danial (danny), but he gone ! he is truthfully i love, and u know de feeling i carried for danny is de same for eu, !~ u just fucking dun understand me , as ~~arrrrgggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!! * tears * enough is enough you!
please help me pray to forget eu, to not remember yu in every single stuff !
i need to go bloggers, haiz ! let me heal de pain in my heart, as long yu happy i smile for yu eventot its hard ! Goodbye :(
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